Some years ago
You were hurting
You loved other things
You sipped
You chugged
You mixed
And when you were in the relationship
You gave me bruises
I ask a light to shine down
And show me a path
I was hurting
Worse the you
Your relationship
Backlash on me
Gave me bruises
And I needed to heal
You were filled with violence
It was uncontrollable
One night
You had to much of your relationship
Your addiction
Your other love
You hurt me
Worse then ever
And these bruises were more then just bad
They were and infestation
In my minds dwelling
I couldn't think
I lost touch
I lost hope
I put the razor blade against my wrist
Slicing at my skin
Hurting
Bleeding
Relieving
When in reality that relieving was killing me faster
I awoke with a strong imagination of saving
Saving myself
I was a victim of these bruises
But I healed
And you were taken away
Forced to be ripped off of your addiction
So you couldn't do what you did to me to anyone else
So I leave this dwelling
And find a better life
Forgetting about the past
But it still haunts me...
