I lay here awake
Racing
My mind that is
I can't stop squirming
Wondering why
Is it true
The riddles
Of a happy life
A normal life
Not mine of course
Mine was ripped away
When my brothers jagged hand landed where it may
And the soft kisses of a boy who whispered it'll be ok
My life will never be the same
As my mind wanders off
As do I
Off a cliff
To land on the concrete
As if it were soft
Like your bed after a hard day
I land after a hard life
