I started hearing a continuous beeping.
I opened my eyes and looked around, but my vision was foggy.
I was laying in a bed with a needle on my wrist. Everything around me was white and perfectly clean.
I couldn't remember what happened, i just had a weak memory of Lolo's face and the wind on our faces.
I slowly took the needle out of my hand and slipped out of the bed. The floor was cold, and i felt chills running trough my body from my feet to my head.
I took the handle of the door, prepared to see the love of my life holding her arms towards me inviting me to hug her. I was SO happy.
In that moment a nurse came into the room hitting me with the door, as i was behind it.
She apologized and followed to put me back in bed.
"I wan't to see Lauren" I said.
She didn't answer, so i asked again, but she didn't seem to be paying attention to me.
I asked one last time, now raising my voice.
"WHERE IS LAUREN?"
Annoyed at me, she said
"You two had a car accident. Luckily nothing happened to you, but she's..."
"She's what?!" I interrupt her.
"She's in coma. She hit her head really hard. She's weak, and her life is in danger."
I started to feel the tears running down my cheeks.
The only person that ever loved me and cared about me, was about to die, leaving me all by myself, in a world where hate controls everything and love means nothing.
I could feel my soul leaving my body and my breath getting heavier and heavier.
The following nights i couldn't sleep. I would stare at the ceiling praying for a miracle.
I slowly lost my appetite, and got invaded by a deep depression.
Life was meaningless without her.
I was in a free fall.