That joker boy...

Chapter 12

*next day*

Onwards back home to Edinburgh

Saras POV

I cried my self to sleep last night. When I came in Emily was already asleep. Thankfully cause she's far to nosy.

I had finished packing before the party.

Woke up to a text from kayla.

From Kayla: hey babe. Sorry i was sleeping. Whats happend? Xxx

To kayla: hey, last night there was a party in one of the guys room. I had only a couple drinks but louis had a lot more. Louis took me to his room cause the party was far to loud. We kissed. It was perfect. Un till..  He put his hand up my top. I felt so uncomfortable. I ran out there crying. Xxx

From kayla: omg. Babe thats shocking. But by sounds of it he was drunk. What you going to do? Xxx

To kayla: he was drunk... But thats not right. He knew what he was doing at the time. I don't know what i'm going to do babe. And i'm sitting next to him on the train back! I might cry. Got to go. Coach to the station will be here any time now xxx

From Kayla :aww babe stay strong! I'll see you tonight. Love you xxx

Louis POV

I could not sleep last night. After i done that to Sara. I sobered up straight after i done that. Stupid thing to do. I don't blame her if she never wants to talk to me again. I shoud have left it at the kissing. That kiss was perfect. It honesty felt like it was meant to be. Now i've hurt the most beautiful girl. Shes too perfect. But i've hurt her. Yesterday was perfect. Why i have to go and ruin it.

*train station*

Saras POV

"so how was the party? I never heard you come in. Though i am a deep sleeper and must have been asleep for a few hours" emily asked me

"was okay. Yeah i came back to the room after an 2 hours"

"okay. Anything happen?" She continued to question me

"no..."

"okay. Well i heard you crying. So i'll ask you again what happend?"

I had to tell her or she keep asking so i told her all about the london eye and the party

"i told you trouble! And you have to sit next to him on the way back? After that. I refuse. Do you want to see if you can sit next to me?" Emily asked

"i don't want to confront him. But i'm going to have to. 5 hour journey next to him might be hard. But i'll be an adult about it. Besides i have my ipod. Thank you though"

"okay then if you're sure"

I got onto the train lugging my case on. Once it was on i sat down, pulled out my ipod and twilight book.

I saw him coming on and sitting next to me. He looked terrible and hungover. And upset. I shoukd hope so too. I mean he hurt me more than he can imagine.

I was tearing up but just turned my music up louder.

He saw me and my heart sank. I want to forgive him because i think i'm falling for hin. But i don't want to give in easy.

Louis POV

I felt rough after last night. Hungover and only an hours sleep. Sitting next to Sara won't be fun. I don't know if i should try talking to her or get sleep and talk to her when i can make sense of everything with out my mind being so scrambled.

As i took my seat i saw saras eyes were puffy. She'd been crying. Oh god. That was down to me. She had her ipod in and was clearly trying to ignore me.

I regret doing it. So much. She means a lot to me now.  And i went and hurt her.

I may as well try to speak to her.

I toke my seat and tapped her arm.

"sara? Can you hear me out please"

She took out her ear phones out and lowerd her book.

"what? I couldn't hear you"

"i want to first of all say sorry. And i know no amount of sorry will make it better. What i done was unforgivable. Truly was. I can understand if you never want to forgive me. Let alone speak to me. I know i've hurt you so badly. I can tell you been crying. I never ever want to make you cry unless its tears of joy. I really like you. Infact i think i maybe falling for you. I never meant to hurt you. It was the drink and i know i should never blame the drink but its the only thing i can pile some of this onto. Let me take you on a date to make up to you. I can't stand not being with you. Our time in the london eye was amazing. Our kiss was amazing. Until i ruined it. Please take me up on the offer. Please. I'll try my hardest to make it up to you" i said with pleading eyes

She looked at me with tears in her eyes "i...i don't know i... Just can't think straight"

"i know its a lot to ask but please. You mean a lot to me"

She stared to cry and put her hands over her face. I felt terrible.

"sara please. Please take my apology" i begged

She moved her hands from her eyes and wiped her tears. "okay yes up until that happend it was a perfect day. I'll forgive you but its your last chance."

I felt relieved. She hugged me to stop crying.