How do you feel it,
How do you fall to it?
How do you smile to this trust,
How do you beleive in this trust?
Trust the new born baby,
Has the eyes of a saint;
The laugh of an angel;
The words of a noble;
Oh but how?
How do you beleive in the baby,
How do you believe in the baby that lied?
Who you loved
Who you believed
How,
This bullet to the the heart
These knives to the back
We won't remove them
We will not even try.
So now
Trust, how can I ever believe you
If i still love you
How can I ever believe you?
So beautiful so phoenemineal
Yet I can't
The beauty isn't enough
Oh how I hate this
How I hate you
How I hate myself....