Dear Diary.
Sometimes I wonder will I ever make it out. Out of this adoption center, and live with a normal family. One that dosent abuse me or mentally abuse me. One that will be nice and happy, instead of giving a young girl something she dosent deserve.My name is Ashley Gregory, and I'm sixteen living in a adoption center... again. I've been here since I was five, my birth parents said we were gonna get ice cream and when we got here, they said "Ash we will be right back stay here." and I saw them drive off. I was stuck in front of a building I didn't know at 10:00 pm at night, with only a little/big blanket that I still have. Ever since then I've been in an out of foster homes constantly, either being beat or mentally abused.
At this point there is no telling what will happen now..nothing can really compare with what happened to me. I'm not even gonna get into detail with it all.I closed my diary and put in the little opening of my mattress so nobody can find it. I then got up to go get dressed then go to breakfast. Walking over to my closet I picked out a white tank top with some black shorts, and two random socks.
"BREAKFEST IN THE MAIN HALL EVERYONE COME TO THE MAIN HALL" The lady yelled threw the speaker. I personally hate her guts because she's a bitch to me. I've seen how she is with other people, all nice an caring. She is fake and I just really want to punch her in her pretty little face.
I walked out of my room searching for the main hall, I may have been here for years but I always forget where it is. I soon found it and walked in hearing all the children talking to each other. I started to head towards where the food was. I got a glare from the head lady person. "What" I sorta yelled. "Don't talk to me like that Ashley, your lucky you even got in here the first place." She smirked knowing that it hit me. "Yet you know that I've covered for you Multipe times, and didn't tell anyone else." I said calmly. She looked up staring at me in shock. "You wouldn't." She said angrily. "I would." The smirk formed on my lips. "Leave the main hall, and ill be there shortly." She said calmly. The worst she can do is beat me and even then I will still slap her. So I walked towards the exit and leaned against the wall. Waiting what felt like hours was on 3 minutes. "Ashley you know how the other half of the center is for bad kids, right?" Lady said. Well she finally came out here. " Yea why?" I said curiously. She smirked then said " Well pack your bags cause that's where your going."
We started walking towards my room, and all the 'good' kids were following us. As soon as we got there my bed and dresser wernt in here. "Where is my bed and dresser?" I was more worried about my bed because of my diary. "They were moved into your new room." she spoke normally. I nodded my head.