*Hospital*
*2 weeks later*
Jon POV.
The doctor came out the room and was looking a bit sad...
"Mr. Good!" He said
"Yes!" I said
"We're sorry! This morning D'ann had a miscarriage. We couldn't save it... She was 3 weeks far and at this times is hard to save a pregnancy when this things happens. I did what i could. My apologies!" He said
"What is that?" I asked
"The spontaneous loss of a woman's pregnancy before the 20th week that can be both physically and emotionally painful. So for now i would like for you to be very careful with what you tell her. She is really sad. This 2 weeks here trying to save the baby didn't work at all. We are very sorry!" Doc said and walked away
I sat on a chair and put my head in my hands crying...
"First Renee make us lose our first baby, and now i did... Now I understand Dan anger. She is better away from me" i thought to myself
"Jon! Jon! What happened man? I came as soon as i could when you send me the message that Dan was here" Col said as he sat besides you
"Doc called me earlier and now he told me that we lost another baby!" I said crying
"Oh! She was pregnant... I'm so sorry man!" Col said
"Hey man what happened?" Joe said walking in with Jojo
"Dan had a miscarriage" i said looking away crying
"Wait! What? She was pregnant! Wow! Man i am so sorry! You need to be strong for her bro. She needs you more then ever" Joe said
"So when was Renee's funeral?" I asked trying to change subject
"11 days ago man. Why didn't you go?" Col said
"I was busy taking care of Dan here" i said
"Uncle Jon can i go see Dan?" Jojo asked
"Sweety i don't know if she can receive visits yet. I would have to ask the Doctor" i said standing up
"No! Wait! I go you guys stay here" Col said walking to the counter
"So! How is school Jojo?" I asked
"Is good! I got A+ in math test" Jojo said
"Great! Congrats!" I said
"They said Doc haven't authorized visit yet" Col said as he walk to us
Jojo put a sad face...
"Is OK. Jojo i will bring you to see Danny in other day hon" Joe said
"OK! But please bring me to see her daddy" Jojo said
Joe smiled
*1 month later*
D'ann POV.
I was coming out of shower and i looked myself on the mirror. Damn! I look so sick... I am so damn skinny and have dark circles around my eyes, my lips look like if i was with high fever all cut and bloody. I've been cutting my wrists recently. I can't live with this pain. Medics said that maybe i wont be able to have babies. I have problems with my utter. I need a treatment and i decided not to take it. Jon had been very lovely and his always trying to cheer me up, but i push him away, cause i feel i am not good enough for anyone anymore. I am weaker day by day. He still not know i cut myself. We haven't had any contact at all, cause i feel like he wont be happy having a woman that can't have babies.
