Falling for you; Fatal

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A good two weeks of getting grounded made my frenzy state of mind become normal and clear. I happen to notice one thing.

And that one thing is you.

You being interested in me.

What did you see in a fan like me that had you go around looking for my number, I am just a fan that care enough for baekhyun to send his filming site a food truck.

Again, what did you see in me.

If what you is in me is a total nonsense,

I beg you to leave

While I am in still in the right state of mind.

I am a fan, you are my ultimate bias. Dont you see how heart wrenching it is if you hold me, lead me to sky only to watch me fall almost instantly.

That night on the 14th day of grounding, I held my phone which I get from my mum hiding place.

I sent a text to you,

send me down to earth gently and instantly. The damn game is over.

*Read at 10:34 pm.

There is no reply.

I think playing with a fan heart is fun for you, who is an idol. A famous idol known by the world.

I am not hurt if you ask me. Because a fan should know her place.

Lucky me, I never forget. I am a fan.