loving joe sugg

You love me?

The picture above is how I picture Ashley towards the end of this chapter. Xx

Ashley's pov
"Wait you like me I thought Marcus was just teasing you" I was shocked I liked Joe but I didn't think he liked me back. I wasn't even meant to say anything out loud but I already had but what will his reaction be? and what will I say next?
" I'm sorry ash I've ruined this friendship" he got up off the bed and walked out the door. I didn't know what to do so I just stood up ,drawing everyone's eyes to me, and went outside to where Joe was.
"Joe you haven't ruined our relationship you've made it better" I said sitting next to him on the cold concrete floor. His head snapped in my direction.
"How have I made this better you just want to be friends and I just had to ruin it by liking you an-" I cut him off by kissing him sure enough he got the message that I liked him too. His lips were soft and warm. I pulled away for 1 second until he leaned in. This was amazing I felt like my heart was melting, I never wanted it to end, until we was interrupted by Caspar.
"Sorry guys but you need to come in for breakfast" he said with a slight laugh.
"What were those two doing" Alfie said as we walked through the door
"They were getting off with each other"
"CASPAR!" I said punching his arm playfully as he ran off to Alfie rubbing it.

2 hours later
"Hey ash do you wanna head out with me for a bit" Joe said.
"Sure"
"Have fun" Alfie said laughing
"Shut up"
"You look hot today ash" Caspar said
"You shut it as well"
"Be nice to my sister Joe or I'll beat you up"
"Since when have you cared about me going on dates"
"Since you got hotter and guys took advantage of you"
"Ugh whatever bye guys"
"Yeah bye guys" Joe copied. when we got out the door Joe slipped his hand round my waist pulling him closer to me.
"Come on let's get a taxi I want to take you somewhere"
I wonder where he was taking me?
We arrived at a small park not too far from Marcus'. We walked round a lake and sat down on a nice piece of grass and Joe put his hand over the top of mine. I looked up into his eyes and leaned in to kiss him. We stayed there for a while frozen I'm the moment.
"Come on let's go back to mine it's not that far away from here." He said giving me his hand. We walked down a small path kissing each other now and then. We came to joes door and he opened it and took my hand and pulled me inside shutting the door. His lips met mine as we came to his bedroom door. With every step we took an item of clothing was removed until we was in our underwear. Joe pushed me lightly causing me to fall on his comfy mattress his arms wrapped around my back as he undid my bra and then down to my knickers and then he kissed me on the lips and said
"Are you ready"
I bit my lip and nodded
And then it happened it got faster and faster causing me to moan quietly. After what seemed like 4 hours it was my turn and so I put my lips over joes d**k and then continued....
10 minutes later and we were both laying next to each other.
"That..was..amazing"
Joe said
"You said it" I leaned over to check the time on my phone on the bedside table.
"Oh my god it's 4:30 everyone is supposed to be meeting up at the restaurant at 6:00"
I said standing up gathering all my stuff putting it on
"Ha and"
"I have to go and have a shower and do my make up and-" I was cut off by joes lips
"Go on then I'll see you later"
"Bye I said planting one more kiss on his lips
I got to Marcus' to see him lying on the sofa eating quinoa.
"Have fun?"
"Uh yeah"
"What did you do?"
"Just you know walked round the park."
"Oh yeah did u not stop off at joes on the way back?"
"No why"
"Because you look like you've been dragged through a hedge"
" what a kind brother you are Marcus"
"I know right"
"Okay well I'm getting in the shower cause I can't stand the sight of your ugly face"
"And you are such a lovely sister, is Joe not joining you" he shouted as I walked upstairs
"Ugh no shut up"
1 week later
"Marcus joes here so I'm leaving now"
"Well I'll see you next month for playlist" he said giving me a giant hug
"I'm going to miss you and tell everyone I said bye and I can't wait for them to come to my house" tears started
To form in the corners of my eyes.
"I'll miss you too squirt"
"bye Marcus" I said hugging him once more as I headed to joes car.
I greeted him with a kiss
"Are you ready"
"Yeah I just can't wait for you all to come to mine next month"
One month later
Today was the day that all my friends were coming for playlist. Tyler, troye, Coleen,Connor, Cameron and Nash were already here listening to me rant on about how nervous I am to see joe. He hasn't spoken to me since the day I left England which was a month ago I sent him a thousand messages but he never answered.
"You have to make him jealous" Coleen suggested
"But how?"
"Let's give you a make over"
"Okay then"
After about 2 hours of work
I was done.
Soon enough they arrived I was wearing black leggings and a white cropped top and white converse high tops my dark brown hair was lightly curled and I had a dark red lipstick and I had a smokey eye. I opened the door to see all my friends stood there and all the sudden they all leaped toward me knocking me on the floor when Cameron came running over to pick me up.