MaNan SS: Awargi!

•Chapter 7•

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The chapter is a crap! Am sorry pata ni mjy kya ho gya hai! I was feeling so low but still I wrote because promise kiya hua tha myny!
Am sorry in advance! I think mainy ap sab ki expectations say low likha hai! Actually bht low! Am so so sorry!

I am a little mad type..

Still I wish you a happy Reading!

Chapter 7- Lo Maan Liya!

Manik's POV...

That was unbearable...

She was Moving ON!

Why Manik? That's what you wanted na? Now what? Why is it so unbearable?

You insulted her like a sh!t and still you think she won't move on?

I hate myself! I hate myself more then anything else. I hate myself for making her hate me!

Yes! Yes I wanted her to hate me. But I now it hurts... It hurts me so much to see that look in her eyes.

I smashed the remaining cigarette in the ashtray and choose a new one from the box which was being snatched from my fingers. Without looking back I knew who it was..

"Manik! Its too much don't you think?" Cabir spoke angrily throwing the cigarette away in the dustbin and I sighed leaning back on the recliner, closing my eyes..

"Let me have it buddy!" I spoke in a hollow tone and he sat on the couch beside me..

"No! I won't! It's injurious to health!" He said strictly and I chuckled..

"Health? Health ki zarorat tou usy hoti hai buddy jo zinda rehna chahta ho! Aur main...main tou!" I was so lost somewhere that not even the complete words came out..

"Manik!" Cabir whined my name helplessly. "Tu marny ki batain kiun karta hai yar? Aren't you scared of dying?" He spoke in an emotional tone and held my hand..

"Marny say dar un ko lagta hai jin ko kuch peechy choot jany ka dar ho! Mery pass tou kuch bhi ni hai jis k chootny ka mjy dar ho! Akela tha! Akela hoon! Aur esay he maar bhi jaoan ga!" I said staring at the ceiling and Cabir shifted on his seat restlessly my hand was still clutched in his...

"Aur Nandini?" He spoke in a serious tone and I looked at him..

Nandini...

Doctor..

"Usy peechy choodny ka dar nahi hai tjy? And dare not to lie!" He asked in a merciless tone and I sighed sitting straight..

"Usi kay promise ki waja say he zinda hoon warna shaid mar gya hota!" I said lowly and Cabir sat in front of me..

"Matlab? Which promise!?" He asked impatiently and I sighed..

"I had promised her that I won't commit sui-suicide!" I said in the lowest tone possible and Cabir held his head in extreme frustration..