T.E.E.N.E.D

Chapter 3

            I woke up in pain. I noticed I was in my underwear, it was bloody from my previous beating the day before. I was extremely confused to find my clothes on the floor, but when I turned around and saw Jordan sleeping in the bed that’s when I rememebered. We had sex.

            I just sank to the floor, I couldn’t believe that I did it with him. I wasn’t in a good mindset last night, but.. that’s not an excsuse nothing could excuse me of having sex with someone. God! I should’ve stopped but it felt so good to be loved for once! I bet it wasn’t even love for him, well, it couldn’t have been because he just met me, maybe he was taking advantage of me. I should’ve kept running last night. I began to cry quietly.

            Unaware of the time I began to hear Jordan waking up. When I looked up he looked like he was naked, he had a nice body if you want me to be honest. He wasn’t totally toned but he had a nice six pack. Ugh! Shut upppp.

            “Cece??” I heard him say my name in some kind of muggy voice. I didn’t say anything. “Did she leave or something? Hmm, maybe she’s in the bathroom.” He walked over to the door a few feet from the bed and slightly knocked on the door. So that’s what that door was. At first I was thinking that room was some kind of slaughter room. Ooops. “Ugh, nope.” He walked over and stopped, I assume he saw me.

            “Jesus christ your underwear.” Goodmorning to you too. “Uh.. I’m pretty sure it was the beatings my mom gave me yesterday…?” I was kind of shaken up when I answered him. I didn’t look at him. He just examined me and then spoke. “Get up.” He didn’t sound demanding, but I did get up anyway, still not looking at him. “Uhhh.. so last night…” He seemed pretty confused about it too. “Why did we?” I wanted him to tell me he did it to take advantage of me. But suprisingly he said something completely different. “Honeslty, I have no idea. When you told me about how you were treated and everything and how you were veiwed I felt so bad an-“ I was kind of upset about the part where he said he felt bad for me. “So.. you did it… for sympathy.” He gave me a weird look and defended himself, in a very defending tone. “No, that’s not it at all. The only reason I helped you was A, you were crying and B, I wanted to know why you were crying and when you looked up I thought you were beautiful. And after you told me what had happened to you and your life at home I did feel bad, I felt sympathy, and I defended you because of that, but that’s not why I came in here and had sex with you. Believe it or not you were my first time too.” I was shocked, no one’s ever said that. I hope it’s not a cover up..

            I just stood there after that. And on accident I muttered in a somewhat angry tone. “How do I know if you’re lying to me.” He then looked at me like he was going to flip. “I understand that you’ve had hard times and probably never had something like this said to you, but it’s true. I am kind of an asshole but I decided to open up to you so when I’m sincere I’m being dead serious, and this is one of those times.” I did feel bad. But he did get it right. No one has ever said anything like this to me. Just to my sister.

            “I’m sorry.” I yelled that at him, and I began to cry really hard. Jordan just came up to me and began to console me. I heard the door open and Rex was at the door.

            “So you two fucked last night, thought so. Why is she crying and screaming?” I wanted to turn around and punch him so hard in the face, he’s such a dick. “I’ll… go in the bathroom and clean myself up.” I picked my clothes up off the floor and I walked to the door when Jordan stopped me. “There’s clothes in the drawer by the sink, top is underwear and bras and the bottom is t-shirts and jeans and all that crap.” “Okay. Thanks.”