Dean Ambrose Imagines

Just a friend

Warning:sad

Word count:390

There wasn't a day...a day that I haven't spent looking at him the way I did.Since I met him years back in CZW I looked at him more than just a friend.He needed a friend,he needed a girl friend that would not hover over him and probably have sex.He just needed someone who will listen,play games,who will be by his side when the road gets too rough.And I...I had that honour of being that friend.
How many sleepless night I've had because I was too busy bringing my self esteem as low as I possibly could.I was always bullied because of my curvy body.
Why would he ever want fat bitch like you when he could have perfect,skinny girl?
And I never told him what I did to myself.I left CZW..I ran away...I thought...maybe if I go away my problems will go away too...
But they didn't.He would come in my dreams and the next night I would probably cry myself to sleep.
It didn't last long..we were reunited again.That morning rain was pouring like crazy and I was preparing breakfast when I heard knocking on the door.The moment I saw his face my breath hitched and cold sweat washed over me.
"You thought you could run away from me y/n/n,didn't you?" He smiled and pulled me in a hug.
He always loved to call by the nickname he gave me.
We sat in the kitchen,just catching up.He talked about WWE.About Renee,his new girlfriend...Yet I still got lost somewhere in his blue eyes.
Only if he new that every time he touched me it was enough to make me nervous,the way he talked,smiled and all those little things were enough.
But what I could never truly understand is why he always gave me hope?
So I pour my heart to him,I told him everything,every single detail.
And he smiled sweetly.He laid his hand gently at the back of my neck pulling me closer.He kissed my forehead and I closed my eyes having hope.I actually thought that we could be something.But he just gave me a friendly smile and disappeared behind the closed door.
And I knew no matter what I will always be just a friend...