My Life Be Like 3 : Alternate Ending ; Cam & London.

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Cameron's POV -

     I went outside and sat near the pool. I slowly rolled one up & had a bottle of Hennessey next to me. I lit up and put the blunt to my lips.

This divorce shit is really fuckin' me up inside. To be honest, I bought the condoms with intentions of fucking random bitches, but after I decided that I'm a grown married man & I don't need nobody else. I don't know if I want to be with London anymore. She will always have my heart, but all we ever do is fight. She doesn't even want me to touch her. We're both so drained and it's not healthy for us or our kids. That's why I got the papers.

I put my feet in the pool & blew smoke out of my nose. I've been coming out here everyday since the fight. Sometimes I cry, sometimes I smoke, I drink & sometimes I just think.

I heard the door close & little footsteps behind me. I took one more hit & exhaled, before putting my blunt out. I turned around and saw Faithe.

     I smiled, sitting her in my lap.

"Hey baby girl." I smiled at her.

"Hi daddy." She laid her head on my chest.

"What's wrong ?"

"I'm sad." She said.

"Daddy's sad too. Why are you sad ?"

"Because mommy is crying & daddy is sad. I want mommy and daddy happy again." She said.

       I looked at her and teared up.

"Don't cry daddy." She looked up at me.

"Faithe, Daddy & Mommy are going through a lot right now."

"Are you leaving again ?"

"I'll never leave you baby girl." I picked her up and laid her own my chest. I got up and walked back in the house.

     I saw London on the couch. She was staring at the T.V. while Kayden slept on her chest. She was crying. I looked at her as she stared off into space.

    I laid Faithe down on her beanbag in front of the T.V. I walked in front of London and kneeled down. She didn't even look at me.

"I'm so sorry."

      She just shook her head as tears dripped down her cheeks.

"You're high right now. I can smell it." She said very slowly and quietly. 

     I've seen London go through a lot of shit, but in our 6 years of being together, I've never seen her like this before.

"London, I'm not high."

"I thought about it for so long..." She whispered, "I'll sign the papers."

      My jaw dropped.

"London.."

    She leaned over, holding onto Kayden. She grabbed the papers off the table.

"Hand me a pen." Her voice was so raspy.

"Babe, you don't wanna do this." I felt my eyes water.

    She flipped through the pages.

"Your name is already signed." She showed no emotion.

"Baby, its on there halfway, I decided I didn't wanna do it."

"Here." She handed me Kayden & picked up a pen.

"London no !" I yelled.

    Faithe stood up.

"Daddy, what's wrong ?"

     London's hand shook as she got closer to the line. She looked at Faithe & broke down.

"Maybe it's the end of London and Cam." She looked at me with tears streaming down her face.

    I began crying.

"It's not London, I'm sorry !" I said.

     She got herself together & slowly signed her name.

"I'll turn them in in the morning." She said.

     London stood up and grabbed Kayden from me.

"London, babe.."

  

"I'm sorry things ended this way." She slowly walked up the steps.

       I felt my face turn red. I looked at Faithe who was silently crying.

"Baby girl." My voice cracked. I began to cry, hysterically.

    I fell to my knees crying. I felt Faithe's tiny arms wrap around my neck.

"It's okay, daddy. Don't cry." She cried.

"It's not okay this time, Faithe." I broke down in her arms.

    I lost her.