Loving Another Womans Thug

Little Envelopes

Man Alli Cnt Be Pregnant. We Was Being Reckless Not Useing Nothing But Damn. Maybe Noah Heard The Conversation Wrong. Ima Ask Jas When She Get Out The Shower. Let Me Try To Get SOme More Information Before She Come Back In Here.

"How U This Noah"

"Mommy & Tete Jas Was Talkin . I Was Suppose To Be Sleepin So U Cant Tell. Mommy Gone Be Mad At Me"

"Okay This Our Secret. " We Fist Pounded . & Chilled & Watched Some Cartoons.

*20 Mins Later*

Alli Walks In .

"Aww Hey Cordel I Thought U Wasnt Coming Until Toma." She Had Some Papers In Her Hand . She Tired To Slide Them In Her Purse . Trying To Be Slick. 

"Naw I Came Today. I Missed My Lil Man. How U Feeling Tho"

"Good & Your Self"

"Im Good. U Look Like U Been Eating Good" . She Was Looking A Lil Chubby But I Aint Wanna Say Nun Inna Past. But Since She Dont Wanna Tell Me. Imma Make Her Tell Me.

"Ughhh Cordel Tht Aint Even Funny"

"Im Just Being Honest"

"Watever" She Went In Her Room. Imma Let Her Slide Right Now . But She Gon Have To Tell Me Something. 

*Alli POV*

Man I Sat In The Waiting Room Waiting From Them To Call My Name. I Was Regrettin My Choice To Stop Taking My Birth Control Pills.I Had To Get A For Sure Answer. I Man I Was Scared. Its To Many Memoris . Thts Why I Hate Hospitals & Doctors Offices. I Think About The Miscarriage & Going Thru My Preganacy By Myself.  Maybe If I Am Pregnant This Is God Way Of Showing Me Tht There Blessings Out Here. Man I Want A Girl. Tht Would Be Perfect. I Was Hoping I Was. Cordel Is A Great Father To Noah. Theses 3 Months He Stuck To His Word Coming From New York To Chicago. We Had Some Wild Nights. Dont Nobody Make Love To Me Like He Did. He Made Me Feel Good. I Just Hope He Can Leave Theses Streets Alone. Especially If Imma Bring Another One Of His Baby Into This World.

"Alli Johns" A Skinny Lady Called Out To Me She Had To Be A Nurse She Was Dressed Up In Scrubs.

"Yess Thts Me" I Was Nervous & A Little Excited.

"Okay The Results To Your Pregnanacy Test Is Tht U Are Pregnant. 2 Months To Be Exact. Congratulations " My Heart Dropped . Omg Im Pregnant . Omgg

"Thank U Soo Much"

"Okay Our Charts Show Tht U Have Had A Miscarriage In Your Past"

"Yes Thts Right"

"Okay We Dont Want Tht To Happen Aqain So Were Going To Check In Once A Month For Now But If U Start Having Any Pains Or Bleeding Come Straight In.

"Okay I Will"

"U Can Get Your Papers From The Front Desk When Your Leaving. Congradulations Again"

. But Then I Thought About Cordel & How He Was Going To React. Would He Want Another Child Soo Soon. Wen I Got Home I Had My Papers In My Hand Ready To Hop On Jas . & Tell Her The Good News Bt Wen I Got There Cordel Was There . Damn ! He Had The Nerve To Tell Me Im Getting Fat. Like Bitch Its Yo Fault. I Just Went In My Room & Layed Down . He Pissed Me Off . I Went To The Bathroom. Wen I Walked Out He Was Laying In My Bed All Relaxed & Sht. I Had On Some Yoga Pants & A Tank Top. My Lil Bump Was Showing & I Could See Him Looking At Me Thru My Mirror. I Layed On The Bed & He Put His Hands On My Stomach. 

"Alli Why U Aint Tell Me"

"I Was Going To But I Wasnt For Sure Until I Went To The Doctor "

"Okay After U Came From The Doctor"