My SlenderMan experiences

The day SlenderMan started following me

I was so into these paranormal being that I couldn't stop looking them up, watching videos and overall, spending all my time on it. All I ever did during classes at school was of course drawing these beings from poltergeists to monsters that the average person couldn't even dream of and the worst of all. Bloody drawings. I wasn't even trying to it just happened. I didn't know what I was doing and even after I was done with my gruesome pictures I didn't remember drawing them. It was strange and this continued for a while and sometimes even happens now but, I can't do much if anything about it. I know it sound like I'm crazy but I'm not crazy. I see these things everyday and I sometimes think something is wrong with my mind but then again. Maybe these things want me to be crazy. After reading all these sightings of paranormal beings, it just starts to all click together in your mind. What clicked together you may be asking? Well let me tell you. The things that clicked was that these beings do want to hurt you. Yes. But it's not that. They are trying to make you insane. They want you to go crazy. They want people not to believe you because the second people find this stuff is real, the world will go down. And when the world goes down, they won't have a purpose anymore. 

      I don't care if you think you know what's in this world and what's not. But let me tell you. I don't just see these things and then they just go away. No. You don't get away with seeing this stuff without seeing some shit along the way. No one wants to see what I saw and I can't even describe it to you. From nightmares of the people you love being murdered in unexplainable ways I didn't think we're possible, to you killing some people, to seeing these at school.

       At school, I will be sitting in a class and I suddenly get these hallucinations of people turning into monsters and running after you. I have seen so many doctors and they all say the same thing. I'm crazy. I'm.not.crazy. I see these things every day I know they are real and what's fake. It's to fucking complicated if I just didn't look this stuff up I could've been perfectly sane. I'm only fucking 13. I don't know if I'm supposed to be seeing this shit I see in my dreams and at school. There's a price for everything. My price is slowly being payed.

     Me seeing slenderman for the first time was, indescribable. I was mesmerized. I wasn't scared, I wasn't happy, I didn't feel anything. I just stared at him. I just stared blankly at the picture befor me. And it wasn't good. Something was wrong. I know from that point on. That I really wasn't ever going to have a normal life. 

      When I first saw the faceless man, was in October, a few months after I got into all this stuff. I know I know "October really?!" Yeah really, the month of the Halloween. Coincidentally yeah October so get over it.

         So as I was saying, I was sleeping in my comfy as fuck bed, and it was raining outiside. I love it when it rains so I was sleeping quite peacefully when I felt like someone was watching me. Of course, I just had to get up to see if anyone was around the room. No one. I shrugged it off and right when I was about to lay down. A knock on the door. I decided to look out my window to see who was outside. I wish I never walked to the window. I could have never saw him and I would be fine! But no, I just had to walk to the window and happened to see him. Right infront of me. The only thing separating us is glass. I heard someone scream from across the street but I still didn't care. I heard static noises but still didn't care. I was just staring at him. Not suprised by what I saw, I simply turned around to my bed and slept. Sounds pretty dumb I know. Nothing bothered me.