Sticks and Stones

Betrayal

*Language warning*

I understood how Wasd felt. I shouldn't have just left like that. I need to apologize. We should talk this over, be mature.
I walked up to his house knocking on the door. His mom soon appeared opening the door welcoming me in.

"I was just here to apologize to Wasd." I explained as she nodded walking back to the dinner table covered in art supplies.

"You can go ahead he's in his room I think." She pointed in the direction of his room.

Walking towards his closed room door my heartbeat picked up. My hands became sweaty and clammy.

I can do this.

I took a deep breath and grabbed the door handle. Turning it I entered his room. The transition from the dark hallway to his brightly lit room made me squint.

"Hey Wasd I—" choked up I stood there. Wasd's lips were connected with someone I've never seen before. They stopped, Wasd looking at me in horror.

Tears began falling from my eyes. I couldn't breath, when I tried I just hiccuped and gagged. I ran out of the house letting the tears run down my face.

How could he do that to me?

I stopped at a bench far away from the house. My hands shaking while I held my head.

I can't. Did I really mean that little to him? I guess I really wasn't good enough to him.

I screamed into the dimming light, the yell echoing off the houses around me. Frustration exploding in my mind.

I don't mean anything to anyone.

I walk back to my own house my parents no where to be found. They're probably working late again. Not like I wanted to talk to them anyway.

"Fuck." I said tossing my phone onto my bed. Sliding to the ground my head resting on the carpeted floor. I fall weak onto the floor of my room shutting my eyes and crying.

I mean nothing.

I had a disgusting feeling in my stomach, I felt used. I was going to be sick. I ran to the bathroom leaning over the toilet seat. I gagged emptying out some stomach contents. Everything hurt, my muscles quivered with every shaky inhale.

I sit back whimpering, flopping to my side.

'How did he move on so fast? Maybe you should too.' I think tears clouding my vision. Taking my glasses off putting then aside wiping the tears away.

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After crying for probably hours, I grab my phone and head downstairs. Flopping on the couch I closed my eyes. A ding made me open my eyes grabbing my phone from the coffee table.

W: Oort I'm sorry I didn't know you were there!

O: why do you care?! I thought we were never dating anyway!!!!

W: please!!

O: never speak to me again. You insensitive fucking asshole!

He didn't write back, the texting bubble disappeared as I turned it off putting my phone down. Warm tears began to flow down my face again as I sat, curled in a ball, alone.

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You done goofed Wasd. You're unbelievable. Sorry Oort. It'll get better? We'll see.... ●﹏●'