While on tour after releasing a new song "Little Black Dress" Louis tells Harry news that he has always been scared to say. Louis kinda makes a turn for the worse and quits fame to be a full time parent.
I felt lonely, that's all i've been able to feel lately. I'm alone once again, and this time i'm alone and pregnant too. I'd hate for the girls to see me this way, maybe they can stay with my mum until i can get myself and my thoughts together. I picked up my phone and dialed my mum's number.
"Hello?" her little voice spoke through the phone.
"Mum, i need you take the girls for a while. I can't have them seeing me depressed like this. Please, it would be a huge favor." My voice cracking halfway through the sentence.
"Of course sweetie, I'll come back to pick them up shortly, please take good care of yourself."
I love how caring my mum is, no matter what situation it may be. Maybe Ashton can stay here and help me out, he's always been a good listener. After I hung up with my mum I immediately texted Ashton.
Louis: Ash, I need you. I can't stand being this way and I need your help so badly. Please? :(
Ash: Of course, Lou. I'll be over in a bit.
Mum came by and picked up the girls and I packed quite a few outfits, at least until i'm feeling better for this. Shortly after mum picked the girls up Ashton showed up at my door. I hugged him tightly, not wanting to go. i miss hugging someone, cuddling, and much more.
"Lou, what's going on? Please tell me, I'm here now." His voice soothing and calm. I took a deep breath and told him the full story. Ashton pulled me into a tight hug and rubbed my back. "I'm sorry Lou, I promise to not leave your side while you're going through this. All of this stress is super bad for the baby." I nodded in agreement, "You're a good friend Ash. Thank you so much." He kissed the top of my head, "No problem, I think you should sleep a little. You look dead." I shrugged and sighed. "I feel dead, the hate is just getting worse, Harry really isn't doing much about it."
Ashton and I stayed up late watching TV and that's when I found out the horrible thing.
"Harry Styles caught with a new girl in public, what has happened with Louis Tomlinson? Here is a picture of them holding hands." The TV reporter spoke into the microphone and I felt m heart shatter when I saw the picture.
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I felt the tears pouring down my face at this point, Ashton noticed and pulled me into his lap and tried to comfort me. "Forget Harry, he lost something great in his life." he whispered into my shoulder and held me close. I got up and grabbed my phone and dialed Harry's number not caring what time it was in America.
"Hello? Louis? Are you okay?" He asked worried.
"No, I'm fucking not, Styles. Care to explain why you're with that other girl?" my voice cracking through the whole sentence.
"Louis. Please li-" He tried to say, but I interrupted.
"save it Harold, you never loved me, you've been seeing this bitch for a while it seems. Already taking her to fancy places. Harold, for gods sake. I'm pregnant here! this stress is not good!"
There was silence for a while and I heard Harry sigh and he sniffed, like he was crying?
"Louis, I-I'm sorry. I just got super lonely and needed someone."
"So am I! but you don't see me kissing Ashton, huh? I need a break from this, come back to me when you're ready for our steady marriage and children." i hung up and cried much harder. Ashton came over and picked me up bridal style and laid me in bed and crawled in after and cuddled me. It felt nice to at least have someone who cares for me to be here with me. I can't believe Harry would do this. I don't know what to do, I need a break from everything, Harry, my life, and much more. Him and I are married, bloody hell! Doesn't he understand how much this hurts?
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Harry's POV
"So am I! but you don't see me kissing Ashton, huh? I need a break from this, come back to me when you're ready for our steady marriage and children." Louis yelled through the phone and hung up. I placed my head in my hands and cried out. 'nice going Styles, you just blew it with your husband.' i'm a fucking idiot. I'm gonna give Louis some space for about a week and then try talking to him again. Or do something to prove my love for him. I hate to see him like this, he's pregnant and here i am causing him stress. Bad enough he left the band for his own life and I'm here being a selfish idiot being "Mr. Famous."
I cried so much that I drifted to sleep and the last thing I remember mumbling before I fell asleep was, "I love you Louis.. so much.."
