GRAYSONS POV
Did she just say she loves me? But she's my best friend and I'm not sure if I want this. I love her too but I'm scared about what would happen to her if we were to be together.
"Kayla I don't even know what to say right now." You say letting go of her hand.
"Look Grayson,..." She says while standing up off the couch. "... You don't have to say anything. I knew this was a bad idea. I'm sorry, I shouldn't put you through this right now."
There's now tears in her eyes and you feel so bad.
"Look Kayla ..." You say pulling her close. "...it's not that I don't love you, trust me I do, I just don't want to put you through all the things I have to deal with on a daily basis. I would be so depressed if I ever saw you get hated on. I honestly love my fans so much but we all know how much hate you would get if we were to date and I don't want that for you." She's now hugging you tighter than ever and you suddenly feel like all the world is surrounding her. You can't describe the feeling but it feels so good.
Kayla looks up at you with tears in her eyes.
"Dammit Grayson! Do you realize how much I love you. I have always loved you but was always too scared to say anything. You have girls dying to date you and I know you'd never choose me so I just decided to deal with it. "
Her grip was getting tighter with every word she spoke. Almost as if you were the only thing keeping her from falling.
"I don't care about all the hate that comes Grayson. I'll learn to deal with it."
"Fuck it!" You press your lips against hers...ever so gently that it feels like you're the only ones alive...without a care in the world.
KAYLAS POV
"Fuck it!" You hear Grayson whisper loudly before he presses his lips against yours. At that moment kissing him was all you could focus on. You held his face in your hands as your lips slowly moved in sync. It felt so unreal.
He kissed you for about a minute straight. You still can't process everything. It was exactly how you planned your first real kiss to be. He kissed you so gently, so carefully, holding you as if you had a label that read: HANDLE WITH CARE. It was so raw.
We both stayed quiet for a while just smiling, gazing into each others eyes. "GOD I LOVE HIS SMILE!" You think to yourself.
"ummmm are you just not gonna say anything? Was it really that bad?" Grayson laughs finally breaking the silence.
"What in the hell Grayson?! Are you kidding me! I had been wanting to do that for so long!"
"Dammit Kayla, I love you so much honestly. I don't know why I didn't do that years ago!" He hugs you tight, pressing his face again yours. You feel the biggest smile forming on his face and all you could do was cry.
He hugs you for a while and then he says, "baby girl follow me." A smirk forming on his face.
You laugh. "Grayson did you just call me babygirl? Really? Wow cringe as fuck!"
Grayson laughs.
You're both now standing on the balcony outside your room. He sits down, his feet hanging through the metal bars on the edge of the balcony. You sit down next to him and suddenly he's just staring at you.
"GRAYSON STOPPPPP" You say smiling.
"Damn Kayla I love you so much" He pulls you in close to him and you both watch the city down below.
Can I just stay here forever...in his arms?
You felt so safe in his warm embrace and you never wanted it to end.
