"Love isn't all you need" [Stevie Boebi & Ally Hills Fanfiktion - Stally]

Chapter 1

Hey guys, i'm happy you are here! It's my first fanfiction in english because it's not my main language. I'm from germany and i'm sure they will be much mistakes but i hope you will nevertheless like my story! :) This video is one of the videos i liked to watch after their break up, it's a little memory after everything and i love it :) 

Allys POV

It was an ordinary morning, is was waking up at 9 am and was thinking about my plans for the day. Next to me was my beautiful girlfriend laying, she was still asleep like always. I was the person who's always first up in the morning. Most of the time I spent that time to have my alone time, writing songs or just watching her while Stevie was sleeping. We are now together for more than one year and I couldn't be any happier with her. She was the woman of my dreams, and I couldn't imagine my life without her. She wasn't just my love of the life, she was my best friend, the woman who always made me smile when I was sad, or just cuddle me and tell me that everything will be all right. I didn't thought anything bed when I was watching her while she was still sleeping, and gave her a peck on the cheek when I realized that she woke up.

But Stevie didn't act like normally when I do that, and went away from me when I did that. ''Does my breath smell bad?'' I whispered, chuckled a little bit and I was watching at her face while I was trying to find out what was wrong. Normally she was cuddling next to me, and giving me a lovely kiss on my lips after she woke up. When Stevie was looking at me I began to worry, because I didn't knew that look on her face. It was full of furry, sadness and a little bit melancholy. ''What? No... I... I.. I think we need to talk'' she said, while she was sitting up at the bed and looking at me with that look, which drove me insane. I was worried because I had no idea what she wanted to say and thousands of thoughts were inside my head. Did anything happen to her? To her family? To our friends? ''What's wrong baby? You know you can tell me everything, I will always be on your side'' I said while I took her hand between my hands and caress her palm.

She took her hand out of my hands and sigh before she was looking another time at me and began to talk. "I don't know how to begin. You know I love you, but I realized that I need to pause our relationship. I was thinking long about that, and I realized that I have no idea who I am without you. I lost myself in our relationship. All the pressure from our fans, our will not to disappoint them, that was too much for me. I know that's not fair for you, but I hope you understand why I am doing this. Love isn't all you need...'' she said and tears filled up my eyes. I never thought about such a situation, because I always thought that our relationship was something safe, something I shouldn't worry about. But I was false, because now the girl of my dreams was about to break my heart in hundreds of pieces.

''I... I really have no idea what I should say about that. I love you Stevie, you are the love of my life. How should I react to that? I really have no clue. I really didn't expected something like that. I am, no I was happy two minutes ago, and now I have no idea what I should say to that. I understand if you need time, but you love me? Don't you? Why don't you give us another chance? A chance to make everything better. Please don't leave me Stevie. I need you... I love you'' I spoke while tears run up my cheeks. I couldn't think about anything else than her while she tried to left me. I never realized that she was unlucky. I really believed she also was truly in love with me, like I was with her. But I was so terribly wrong and wanted to beat the shit out of me, because I really believed that.

''I understand that you are shocked, but I really think it's the best for us at this time. I do really love you, but I think we both need time to find ourselves. That doesn't mean I don't want you to be a part of my life, you will always be a part of me, and maybe we find together again, but now that's the best choice for both of us.'' She said while trying to push her feelings away. I know her, I knew she also was sad, but she tried to be strong, strong for both of us. But I didn't wanted to see that. I wanted to see real emotions, wanted to see the real Stevie, not a clone of herself who's breaking up with me. This whole situation fucked me up and I stood up and searched for some clothes. I had nothing to say anymore, because what should I say to the love of my live which broke my heart into million pieces?

''I think it's better if I leave now. I... I will take my stuff as fast as I can.. I hope you are happy with that'' I spoke and changed inside a few minutes my clothes. I just wanted to go. I had no idea where I should go, but I knew I could stay here. It would just remember myself how much I was wrong with everything I thought about our relationship. ''Ally please... you can stay we have enough rooms. You can stay here and look for a new place to stay. And please, I don't want to lose you as a friend. We promised ourselves to stay friends, even when we would broke up'' Her voice broke and she looked at me with that sad eyes. ''Stevie I really need time for myself. I know I promised that, but I'm not sure if I can do that. It's too hard for me...'' I whispered, while I took my stuff and looked a last time at her.

I wanted to cry, to scream and break something, but I needed to control myself, I could lost my control. It would be too hard to find her another time. I thought about where I should go and decided to go to Dannys place. He was my best friend since years and I was sure he would take me without saying a word against it. I took the keys of my car and looked one last time at our house. I didn't wanted to realize that it was the end of my relationship to Stevie. I was always thinking about marrying her, and now I was standing here, alone and Single. What a fucking day. I sighed and started my car, while I put on music as loud as I endured. I wanted to forget about everything that happened in the last minutes, even if I knew that it was impossible for me. I wrote Danny a short text message in the hope he was at his place and drove away from Stevie in hope that everything was just a joke and she would come back to me...

What do you think about it? Is my writing style okey? Is it too short? And do you like it? :)