Love Aint Understanding (Sequel to The Virgin Stripper)

Forget Everything

Naheem

I stood up and my mom was,shocked.

"heem heem???" she questioned stumbling towards me.

"WHAT IS THIS?? WHY ARE YOU WITH HIM????" I yelled at my mom tears filling my eyes. My mom's only 5'2 so she looked up at me and had a concerned face.

"Why are you crying?" she said

I walked towards the man. He was smirking at me.

"Finally got out of jail huh???" He said putting a arm on my shoulder. I quickly pushed it off and walked closer to his face.

"You ... your doing this to her!!!!SHE DON'T DESERVE THIS!!!!" I yelled the tears falling into my mouth as I yell more. I could taste the salt.

THE anger inside me was increasing by the second. But the thing that really ticked me off was he was laughing. Whether it be my yelling or my crying or the fact that my mom was talking to him in the background. I don't know but it all together pissed me off. I couldn't go back to jail. So I ran out the house slamming the door.

I'm DONE

Kelani

I was falling asleep on the couch cuddling with Michael when my phone buzzed vibrating the whole couch.

I grabbed it

Naheem~ I'm gonna kill my self right now

ME~ Omg heem what's wrong???? Don't do thattt :(

Naheem~ I NEED YOU ....NOW

me~ Its dark outside and late ....tomorrow???

Naheem~ If you come tomorrow it'll be too late

I read that message over and over deciding on whether or not he was serious. It's about 2:00 in the morning.

me~ Where are you???

Naheem~ RidgeView Park .

me~ I'm otw

I got up put my phone in my sweat pants pocket grabbed a sweat shirt my keys and left.

Michael was sleep, I know I would hear about this in the morning but I gotta do what my heart is saying.

I pulled up to the park and it was deserted I was starting to get flash backs from when those two men tried to kid nap a few years ago. it was dark just like this. I walked around the park for two minutes before I grabbed my phone out my pocket.

"Kelani!" he said my name from it seemed like 2cm apart.

"Naheem??? Where are you" I turns around doing a 360.

I couldn't see anything but I sure as hell could hear , all I could hear was another person's breathing getting louder and louder and then it just stopped.

My nerves were on high, I guess you can say I was paranoid :/.

"I missed you." I heard Naheem's voice say.

"I missed you too, but what happened to all the lights in this park? I can't see anything."

He shuffled around a little bit then I could see. he had turned on the flash light app on his phone.

It was awkward for the 1st few seconds. I could see his eyes gaze over my body. Once he reached my mid section the pain in his eyes were clear.

"really?" He yelled his voice getting high "this is what you've been doing??? Going around finding some random nigga to fuck so when I come back you could greet me like this!!!!!!!"

I was speechless

"Why the fuck did you come here???? To rub this shit in my face -"

" I CAME HERE FOR YOU!!!! I CARE ABOUT YOU!!!! I WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING PURPOSEFULLY TO HURT YOU!!!!! and you know it"

"THEN WHAT IS THIS??? HUH ?? WHAT IS THIS SHIT??? WERE YOU RAPED???" He yelled throwing his phone in the grass.

"NO I WASN'T RAPED!!!! This just happened Naheem it just happened I'm sorry, if I would have known......if I would have thought." I started crying.

There was a silence.

He shook his head " You don't understand, Kelani I swear you don't understand!!! You!!!! I live for you everything I do I do for you. Those 730 days I was in jail the only thing I thought of was you. Your all I got left in my life. FUCK FRIENDS FUCK FAMILY. You when I wake up in the morning I'm thinking of you when I'm sleeping at night I'm dreaming of you and to know that you don't feel the same way that your just gonna throw everything we had everything we made away. it hurts. It feels like you shot me in the heart a million times and left me on the ground to slowly die. It hurts. "

I hugged him so tight and he hugged me back tighter, we were just hugging for like 5 min. I pulled away and he wiped the tears off my face with his thumb and kissed me passionately.

"No matter what you do, just know I won't stop loving you."

I nodded and wrapped my hands around his waist.

"I missed those pretty Brown eyes." I joked

He laughed and said "I missed your pretty green eyes."

Naheem

This girl!!!! only she can make me feel this was ! only she can make me smile how I smile when I'm around her, only she can make me cry full out no holding back, She makes me happy. She literally is my drug. When I'm not around I feel sick all the troubles of my life hit reality and sink in, but when I'm with her I'm on cloud nine and I can't stop thinking about her pretty big Brown eyes. The way she walks, the way she talks, the way she got her Hair up. Her smile. Tease me or call me names but she's my life and if I ever were to lose her? Then my purpose for living will be gone.

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India

I was laying down feeling the same way I feel every morning. SICK!!!! Dale was out handling business as always. Ever since Rob went to prison for possession of crack in his car Dale been the new King of his business. He runs it all and done brought me along with him.

Today was supposed to be my baby shower, but I rescheduled it to next week since Dale wouldn't able to make it today. Everything going on now is really just a motion. I'm not really in it it's just going by reality hasn't set in yet. The fact that I'm in the thugs drugs and "love" world hasn't phased me. YET. I'm having a drug dealers baby. I'm in love with a drug dealer.

Erin

"Dale baby when are you gonna tell her??? " I asked rubbing on his chest.

"ERIN shut the fuck up!!! I got this shit under control , you don't trust me?" He said wrapping his hands around my waist.

"I'm sorry baby. "I said planting a kiss on his lips.

"Now get up daddy gotta go handle some business"

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