chapter 1

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CHANGES!

Lets just say changes

The main reason why people get hurt

people treated you unusual

People are not what you think they are

once became your royalties

Until one day

Their faces seem to be a crippy clown inside your thoughts

As you start to act differently

Walk differently

Live differently

Everyone seem to have a crappy attitude which you've never expected to happen

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safa menzon

Why do people always expect too much ?

wishing someone to stay with them forever

Theres no such thing like that

Makakasama mo habang buhay?

Sadly

Mawawala at mawawala din sila sayo

Even if you beg

For them to stay

They wont !

yea maybe they will

But they have already change

Just accept the fact

People come and go!

But why do people always believe in a fairytale?

Hindi ako bitter

I just want them to open their eyes from all the lies they have told

Words are just words

And actions are on planned

Walang taong gustong masaktan

But as much as you live

Pain is with you

From

Parents

Friends

Relatives

Family

Classmates

Even with your special someone

Among them which one will stay?

Of course family

But we cant dectate the future right?

So whatever happens , happens

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"Safa " as my bitch friend caught my attention

"Yes?" Emotionless na tanong ko sakanya

"Sama ka?" Fck why cant she complete the sentence already? Ugh!

"?" Maybe my facial expression can help

"Ahhh.. hihi family gathering birthday kasi ng tita ko" tss.

"I cant busy ako" pag sisinungaling ko naman sa kanya

"Safa bakit ka ganyan parati mo nalang akong tinatanggihan" pagrereklamo niya

"Alisa cant you see? Im busy!" As my response

"Hayyst fine ayoko lang kasing mag isa dun!" Pag e-explain niya

Hindi ako sumasagot , busy lang ako sa pag babasa ng libro

Which is

Hindi

News yung binabasa ko

News about sa campus

Ayoko mang aminin

Pero may pagka chismosa ako

Kaya marami akong alam sa isang tao

Na hindi alam ng isang to

"Nandun kasi ex ko huhuhu safaaaaa pleaseeeeee!!!" Pagmamakaawa niya

Ex's tss.!!

"Ano naman kung nandun siya? Have you already moved on?" Tanong ko sakanya habang nakatingin sa news papers

"Hindi pa" agad ko siyang tiningnan naka busangot naman ang mukha niya

"Fck alisa ! When was that thing happened again?" Striktang tanong ko sakanya

"1 month ago" malungkot niyang sabi

"Isnt 1 month is enough?" tanong ko ulit

"Hoy safa kala mo madali? Hindi ah!" Pagrereklamo niya

Tss

"Alisa its not your relationship with that guy or even him killed you a hundred times its the memories that keeps on hunting you all the time " at binalik ko nalang yung tingin ko sa news paper

"Safa sumama ka na kasi please! " pag pupumilit na naman niya

"I cant marami akong pupuntahan"

Hindi ko na siya inantay na sumagot

Umalis na lang ako at iniwan siya

Ayoko lang talagang sumama

Kasi marami akong pupuntahan

No hindi marami

Isa lang

Pero araw araw kong binabalik balikan

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AN. Consider my typos , mispelled words and grammatical issue not by those chaps. But the following .

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