Liam squeezed my hand tightly when the doctor told him to leave the room for a moment. "I'll be fine," I stated.
He kissed my forehead and I smiled widely. He shut the door and I turned to the doctors attention. "You will need to take these tests in about two weeks," she stated. I looked at the pregnancy tests. What if Ashton got me pregnant? What if?
Ashton. I hate him. I want Liam to murder him. For real. He's a cute little boy who appears to innocent but he raped me. He's not forgiven. He's one of the students in my English class. English class. Liam's student.
"Okay." "There is also therapy you can take," she told me. "Only therapy I need is Liam," I mumbled.
I walked out of the door, making sure the tests were hidden in my purse. Liam sat against the wall beside the door. "Hey Babe, you ready for me to drop you off at the dorm." I nodded.
In a matter of minutes we were at my dorm. Liam kissed my forehead and I walked into the dorm room. I opened the door and sat on Zayn's bed. "Hey Zaniebooh, you didn't visit me, you said you'd come but didn't show," I said trying to sound sad. He didn't answer. I tilted his head up with my hand and noticed tears brimming in his eyes. "I couldn't show. I just couldn't.. Not with him there, Lottie do you not understand that I can't see you like this, I can't see you happy with him, and why? Why would some guy disrespect you like that? Who did it," he groaned. Somehow tears formed in my eyes too, "Ashton, Ashton Irwin, and I haven't told anyone this, this might gain your trust back, make our friendship more pure, all Ashton did was rape me, the cut on my eye was an accident, made by his zipper, the cuts on my legs is where I fell when he you know left me, the cuts on my wrists I-I made them, I thought it may spare trouble by killing myself, if it wasn't for Liam I wouldn't have got to the hospital in time, I'd
be dead, no one would know it was Ashton, heck the police don't even know it's Ashton."
It felt good to get that off my chest. Zayn and I were bawling like babies at this point, hugging each other and all. Niall slung the door open, "Lottie, honey, I'm sorry i wanna be your friend," he pleaded. I motioned him into the hug and we sat there for over ten minutes. "I'm going to visit Louis, haven't seen him in two days or more."
