Why. Why does God treat me like this? I try and I try. Why. Why do I get this burden of a family? Nothing makes me happy. Nothing ever will. Not even leaving my retched family for college makes me happy. My "dad" sure will be happy though. He hates me. Those scars on my back, those are from him. I never loved him like my own father anyway. Too bad my father is dead. He was the only man in my life that mattered. Life sucks. I walked into the kitchen, glancing at the knife sitting on the counter. I had one thing to live for. YouTube. The only thing that makes me happy. Eating wasn't my top priority, packing was. If I could get packed and ready in time I could say bye to Awbrey, she loved me too much, I couldn't just leave her behind.
I snuck back upstairs, trying not to wake up my "parents". I took a shower, it was going to be a long drive, I needed to be as awake as possible. Finally, I was done with my shower, now for my clothes. Running to my closet, I found the outfit I left out from the rest of my clothes. I threw on the lime ripped jeans and black sweatshirt that said "I have issues", brushed my hair, and put it in a bun. For my makeup I just threw on the basics and some black eyeliner. Time to say bye to Awbrey. I snuck down to the end of the hallway and slowly opened the door.
"Awbrey, pssst, Awbrey!" Her eyes started to flutter open.
"S-Sissy!" She was excited to see me, but this, this was gonna crush her.
"Awbrey I'm sorry I have to go, but I'll be back, and I'll come for you. We can hang out together and everything will be okay" I reassured her, Gave her a small hug and left, slipping on my boots and starting up my car. I headed towards California, taking a pit-stop for gas and food. This was gonna be a long ride, but it would be worth it.As I pulled into the driveway of the college I noticed a lot of people were here. All of us were required to meet in the lobby with our main suitcase. When I walked into the lobby there had to be at least 1,000 people! It was insane! Everyone was already getting to know each other and some were even vloging, I figured I should vlog too, just for the sake of it. So, I pulled out my camera and turned it on.
"Hey guys! I made it to college! Now, I'm doing this for you guys, I want to give you the best video-watching experience ever! I'm also not that great at vloging or technology so I'm doing this for me too! Heck! I might even be able to afford a house down here! It's gonna be great. Everyone is either talking or vloging so if it's hard to hear me, that's why. Oh! Gotta go,talk to you later!" And with that, I shut off my camera. Our instructor was at the top of the stairs, real classy.
"Okay, brats. Welcome to college, I'm your instructor, Mr.Valor. When I call your name please go away." He seemed real nice, he kinda reminded me of my "father".
"Since I'm to lazy I'll just say your name or something that goes along with that, let's get started.
Ali-A
Brock Baker
Connor Franta
CinnamonToastKen
DanTDM
Epic Rap Battles
FimoKawaiiEmotions
Fuseytube
Joey Graceffa
JeffreeStar
Markiplier
Pewdiepie
Sean McLoughlin
SkyDoesMinecraft
TheGameTherorists
ThatGuyBarney..." And the list just went on people started walking to their dorms and finally I was called. I headed for my dorm since there's nowhere else to go. Once I got to my dorm my heart stopped, standing I from of me were the best YouTubers I've ever known, why were they even here anyway!? I couldn't believe my eyes! But then, I froze.
"Hello? Hello! That's it I'm getting the water, Joey go get me a dang cup." Shane Dawson's voice echoed through my head and I snapped out of it.
"I'm awake!" Wow, that's the best I could do?
"You were sleeping? That would've been nice to know how to do in school. Can you teach me!?" Very funny Shane, could you get any more sarcastic?
"Mabey later." I didn't even introduce myself, I was the only girl in my dorm but it was okay because Joey and Daniel were dating, Jeffree has a boyfriend and Shane is bisexual so everything worked out, sort of.
"Uhm, what room isn't taken yet?" This college knew the meaning for privacy, and fancy.
"Down the hall, last door on your left, I already checked it out, nice big view and your own bathroom. You seem like you'd enjoy it!" Daniel was wrong, I didn't enjoy it, it was like I was dreaming, I would never ever imagine something more beautiful. I finished unpacking all of my stuff and went into the kitchen. Uh-oh. Shane was doing a video, in the kitchen, this couldn't end well.
"Today I'm going to be galaxy-ing chicken McNuggets! Yay! Okay, so, I'm just going to spray this with some of this pink spray food coloring." That spray got everywhere. I noticed everything on one side of the fridge was vegan, good. I always wanted to try being vegan. But then the other side, that was clearly Shane's side, I'll use that for watching Netflix. Speaking of Netflix, Joey and Daniel were watching Netflix. I couldn't find Jeffree, he was probably recording in his room. Each cupboard had a name on it except for mine, I went back in my room and made a sign to put on my cupboard. I took the second biggest cupboard because I usually don't have a lot of space for my snacks. Then there was a knock on the door.
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Rose Moon
Teen Fiction20 year old Rose Moon had just started her YouTube channel, but she wants to take college to be the best she can. College will be hard for her since she suffers from depression, severe anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and she's not quite the social butte...