Crush |s.m|

Chapter Three

Simons POV
@/multiplayevents - @/Miniminter Will we be seeing you and the rest at Insomnia 59?

A small rush of adrenaline sprung threw my veins when I saw that tweet.
We had all agreed to going this time.

@/Miniminter - @/Multiplayevents Of course .

I scrolled threw all my notifications , everyone was now tweeting about Leah. A lot of it was hate , I wouldn't be surprised if she didn't want to know me.
I sighed deeply and locked my phone. I love my fans and everything but they can except the fact that I like someone.
My phone vibrated - I unlocked it to see a twitter notification.
I typed in my password and re-opened the app.
Leah had tweeted.
@/LeahBlackk - IM GOING TO INSOMNIA! Who's going to come meet me?

My heart beat got fast and I let a smile stretch onto my face.
I liked the tweet and locked my phone again placing it on my chest.
This was it. I was going to talk to her.
I just had to wait 13 days.
I pushed my left foot off the floor so my chair spun. I felt like a 14 year old whose crush talked to them the first time.
And I don't even know this girl.
I watched the pale walls as I spun around. I wonder what she's doing now? I wonder if she's editing , or recording - I wounded if shed want to collab?
Should I ask her? No that would be weird.
Maybe I'll bring up the idea when we meet. But maybe not.
The chair slowly stopped and it was facing my computer again.
I decided to watch one of Leah's videos , her content was almost addictive.
My heart raced when I saw a video titled
'KISSING A KPOP STAR?!'
I clicked on the video.
"What's up Weirdos , how was your shower this morning?
So you guys know that I class you as my family? Well I have an announcement at the end of this video that is quite exciting and as my fam you guys deserve to know , anyways
I have a very special guest with me today!" She introduced the video.
As she finished talking a dark haired guy literally jumped on top of her whilst waving at the camera.
He said something in foreign.
"That means Hello" Leah laughed.
"This is Tao" she added. He smiled and waved at the camera with both hands. Why is she hanging out with Japanese people?
She stared at him for a little bit.
"Hey" He cheesed.
"Isn't he adorable? So yeah-" she started but cut herself of by bursting into laughter.
"We've known eachother along time" Tao giggled.
"Too long" Leah added.
A cloud of jealousy built in my chest.
"So we're doing abit of a valentines themed q and a , im going to ask him about the kinds of girls and stuff that he likes" Leah said.
He just nodded lightly.
"First question , describe your perfect girl"
"When I was younger I thought girls should have very long hair and should be short , but now im not that picky - but maybe someone Like you" Tao stated after thinking for a while.
Leah smiled and looked for another question.
"Aw panda" she cooed ruffling his hair.

I clicked of the video not wanting to feel the heaviness in my chest anymore. But what was that thing she wanted to tell her fans? I debated whether to each the video or not.
"Don't break your own heart Simon" i mumbled to myself.
I closed YouTube and set my camera up to record a video.
I rubbed my temples and mentally admitted to myself that i was basically addicted to this chick and needed to get over her.
"Ay Josh , let's go to the gym" I yelled grabbed a bag and quickly got changed.
If i worked out like fuck she'd be off my mind. Hopefully. Or would if i got massive and ripped would she like me more? 

*time skip*

I showered as soon as i got back from the gym , but still i couldnt get Leah off my mind. I was literally driving myself crazy. The next thing i knew i was clicking on another one of her videos.

"WATCH ME FAIL REPEATEDLY!!!" Was the title of the first one that caught my eye.

The video started with Leah howling with laughter - don't think i could explain it. She finally caught her breath and looked into the camera. They're was two lads dancing around behind her. "Good mornin' Weirdos , how are you on this exquisite day? I really want to know comment or something bro" She started with a British accent and slurred back into her normal tone.

I noticed her hair was all brown and damp she didn't seem to have makeup on  either , still a face id happily wake up next to. 

"Today im joined with these freaks" she said moving to the side as the guys from before stepped forward to her.  "Oh and our mum" she added turning the camera , id seen her mum before in another video. Leah started walking  away from them.

"I dont know why this is starting out like a vlog but fuck it mate , today you're going to get to see me fail at backflips , fail at trying to swim , probably be bullied by my brothers , fail to hit the crossbar with a football , probably break my new nails , maybe see me drown - who knows , hope you enjoy it anyways bro" 

Most of the videos were her getting thrown around and dunked in the water by the two lads from the beginning who i now know are her brothers. 

I looked at the time and shit myself. Almost literally. 

I needed to start filming or i wouldnt have a video up today. 

I made a try not to laugh video , and for a short while , i wasnt thinking about the girl on the other side of my phone screen. 

After editing my video and posting i decided to ask Josh for advise.

I text him asking to come to my room soon after he was sat on my bed in front of me.

"Its about leah isnt it?" He asked with a chuckle , i nodded and laughed a bit.

"Josh i cant stop thinking about her , im not even joking man , like everything i do shes just there." I explained and he tried to hide his little snickers.  

"Stop being a pussy and ask her out or something , im not sure what else you want me to say bro" He said - he didnt understand though.

"i cant , she doesnt even know i exsist - fuck me i sound like a bitch" 

Josh nodded in agreement. "maybe when we go insomnia chat her up abit there , ill go over to her first if you want then you can come over and talk to me" He suggested.

"Thats a shitty idea but fuck it."

So it was settled we were going to talk to her.