Everything till the end

Thank you...for loving me

Seth walked into Blade's room slowly as everyone was asleep in the waiting room but the doctor told him that Blade only wants to see him but the sight of Blade brought Seth to tears his steady hand shook rapidly as he held Blade's hand"brother..."he whispered fighting the tears still but he heard Blade humming the song from the music box he would play for them"the song..."soon Seth fell to his knees crying remembering all the times they spend in the shield,NXT,FCW,and at the house Blade was more than his brother he was his savior"Brother...wake up...please"Seth cried wanting Blade to wake up or show something that he is still alive and not dead yet.Blade closed his hand as he held Seth's hand showing signs of life"S-S-Sethie"said Blade weakly that caused Seth to smile and cry a bit more"Brother,your okay n..."but he was pulled into a hug by Blade"B-Blade?"Seth asked as he looked at his older brother but he smiled until he heard Blade crying"Brother?"he was worried about Blade till he felt Blade's hand crest his cheek"Sethie...Thank you,for loving me little brother"said Blade weakly his heart monater was slowing down soon it stopped and went flat.Seth's eyes widen then he looked at Blade"Brother...Brother?....BROTHER!"Seth cried then he sobbed onto Blade's chest his brother was gone and he blamed himself"B-Blade...no"Seth sobbed into Blade's chest his brother was gone he wasn't able to tell him he was coming home nor tell him that he is sorry for betraying the family"f-forgive me Blade,please forgive me if only I stayed home like you said then you would still be here with us"Seth sobbed then he closed Blade's eyes and sobbed into his brother's chest Seth lost the one member of his family that he loved so damn much and his best friend"Blade...I love you brother"he cried then left the room and the hospital he was at a bar getting drunk trying to get that out of his mind."hey sexy"said a lady and Seth growled at her"Leave me the fuck alone..I'm not in the mode"said Seth but the girl huffed and left to flirt with someone else"brother..."said Seth fighting the tears but he felt someone's hand on his shoulder"I told you to leave me a..."he said but he was cut off"Seth...lets go home bro"said Dean he puts his leather jacket over Seth and they left the bar to go home yet Seth never said a word.