Why do I have to listen to the so g that makes me think of you? Why do I miss you? Why do I still love you??? I hate you...I love you. Why does that describe how I feel about you? Why did you have to do this to me? Why did you have to leave a scar? That when ever I look at her... I think of you. Do you know how much that hurts??? Of course you don't be you don't care!!! I mean you got with her when I was asleep. I WAS ASLEEP. I had to wake up to break up texts. Leaving me wondering what I did wrong. Leaving me crying for days. Leaving me broken hearted for days💔💔💔 Leaving me depressed for days. You made me feel like a princess. You treated me like a queen. I loved you... I gave you everything. All the time I could've spent talking to my little brother when he was in the hospital. I spent talking to you. Having to constantly hide my phone. Having to worry about if you were gonna get mad if I didn't text back fast enough. You blowing my phone up with texts when I didn't answer the first one within 1 minute. My phone dying when I would turn it on the morning just from it buzzing for all the texts. The fact that you were 17 and I am 15. The fact that you kept talking about your ex. That bitch you hooked up with I was asleep. The bitch that has 3 other boyfriends. The bitch that has slept with over 40 guys. The bitch that says "I'm a virgin I promise." Bitch you even admitted it the last time we talked your a hoe. I am so tired of being used by guys. I am so tired of being cheated on. I am so tired of being treated like I don't exist when your around your friends. I am so tired of you calling me your bitch. I am so tired of you calling me your hoe. I am so tired of being disrespected by you. I am so tired of being a pawn in people games. I am so tired of carrying other people's problems on my shoulders. I am not strong enough emotionally for this. I am tired of looking at my phone seeing your name, knowing its someone different but still crying. It is not fair to me. Do you care though??? No because you never gave a shit about me in the first god damn place. You were a fucking asshole. I can't believe I dated you. I can't believe I even wasted my time on you. I can't believe I even gave you a fucking chance. I regret ever meeting you. You are a cold hearted, fat, Dick sucking, cum guzzling son of bitch.
