I have no words to describe how I feel about you. You care about me. Even when we are just texting, I get butterflies. I never knew you could get butterflies from just texting someone. You are just all together perfect to me. You may not see it in my eyes but I am slowly falling for you. I know it might be wrong but why does it seem so right? You are a senior and I am a sophomore. I know that could be an issue for you. If that's the case, I will be okay with that. I know you don't wanna do anything to ruin your reputation. I will do whatever it takes to not ruin it. Even if it means I can never talk to you. I care so much about. I just... When I am around you I can't think straight. You make me crazy. You make me feel like Harley Quinn. How obsessed she is with Mr.J. That's how I feel about you. I am Harley Quinn and your the Joker. I just hope one day, we could be together. You wanna be a Marine. You play football. You... You are just so talented. When it comes to you, I run out of words to describe you. I ran out of words that describe how I feel about you. I just.... I don't know what else to say about you besides the fact that you are amazing. You are so interesting. You are just so perfect to me. I don't care what others may say about you. I will never have the courage to tell you how I really and truly feel about you. I am to scared too. I am afraid you will shoot me down. I am afraid people will laugh at me for doing it. I am afraid people will judge me for liking you. I am afraid people will keep telling you about it. I am afraid people will bug you. I am afraid of ruining your reputation. I an afraid you will hate me. I am afraid you will never want to talk to me again. I am scared of being humiliated. I know that probably wouldn't happen but I am scared of rejection. I have laughed at so many times behind my back. I am just always scared that no matter what I do something could go wrong. I am scared of being left in tears if you shoot me down. I am scared of being laughed at for crying. I am scared of everyone. That's why I have a hard time trusting people. You have to earn my trust before I tell you personal stuff. That's why some people just give up on me.
