Mikasa x Fem! Depressed! Reader

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Hey so this is gonna have some sensitive topics such as depression and social anxiety,so if you get triggered in any way by the mentioning of those topics,please don't read,but if you are,be warned.

"Hehe~" You giggled as you walked down the corridor ,hand in hand with Mikasa,your girlfriend. You gave her a kiss on the cheek and happily skipped down the hallway with her.

~Flashback~

"U-Um,Mikasa?" you stuttered as you poked your crush's shoulder. She had a scowl on her face,but it all disappeared when she saw you, her perfect lips curving into a rare smile,only for you,she would smile.

"Yes (Y/n)?" she said. "Could I possibly ask you something" you looked down,nervously fiddling with your fingers,an old childhood habit that you still had to this day. A small blushed dusted your (S/c) cheeks.

A crowd of people formed around you two,you looked around nervously,having a small panic attack while you kept looking around frantically once more. "I-um-I- I ca- I-" You couldn't form any words,the number of people increasing around you,tears now sliding down your face. You had MAJOR social anxiety,when someone even comes up and talks too you,you always run as fast as you can away from them.

But Mikasa was the only one who cared for you,you never felt scared of her,only comfort. More tears streamed down your face as you crouched into fetal position and rocked yourself on the floor,sobbing and and mumbling too yourself.

You couldn't help it,everyone thinks you're crazy now,even Mikasa. She'll never return your feelings...Just thinking about it makes you cry even harder.

The crowd around you was getting weirded out,but they stayed and watched you suffer,not knowing that they were the cause of the problem.

Someone kneeled down in front of you,they put their hand on your shoulder and gingerly rubbed it.

You looked up,your tear filled eyes were met with steel gray eyes. Her eyes showed concern and compassion. "(Y/n)..." she said quietly. "it's gonna be ok..."

"It's not gonna be ok!!" you shouted. "Everyone thinks i'm weird,I have social anxiety, depression,and i'm probably crazy! And whats even worse,is that the person in front of me will never return my feelings for her!"

Mikasa looked shocked,you realized what you just said and instantly covered your mouth,more tears feel off of your face,you closed your eyes and ran off,pushing past the circle of people.

"(Y/n)! Wait!" Mikasa called out,you ignored her and tried to run off. But before you could make it 20 feet,Mikasa grabbed your arm and pulled it towards her,she spun you around.

She looked into your (E/c) eyes,she wrapped an arm around you and brought her hand up to wipe away the tears. "(Y/n),I know you're telling the truth about your depression and social anxiety,but the one thing you lied about is the person standing in front of you doesn't return your feelings,I love you (Y/n),so much that it hurts..."

She gently raised your chin up and inched closer to your mouth,connecting both of your lips and a sweet and gentle kiss that showed more emotion than talking ever did.

"Mikasa, I love you so much too..." more tears escaped from your orbs,she placed her hand on the back of your head, pulling you closer together in a sweet warm embrace. You hugged her back,snuggling your head into her comfortable shoulder.

"Thank you..." you said,she smiled and said "I'll always be her for you,as your lover and your supporter..."

"I love you"

~Flashback End~

"Hey guys!" you stated cheerfully,you ran hand in hand with Mikasa to your group of friends. Ever sense that fateful day,Mikasa has been helping you with with your depression and social anxiety,introducing you to many of her friends,although some remnants still remain,you are a lot better.

"Hey (Y/n)~" Jean said. (An-wtf so the story cut off here for some reason, even though I know I typed the whole thing...hmmm I'll just finish it off lol) I rolled my eyes at the horse boy, I ran towards Eren with Mikasa holding my hand. "How's it going Eren?" "Nothing much but, wanna hang out later today? We can go into the town and-" I cut Eren off. "Sorry I can't, Mikasa and I are going to
Shopping in the shops!" I kissed Mikasa on the cheek.

Mikasa then grabbed my shoulders and pulled me towards her in a fiery kiss, her lips showed all the passion in the world.

She finally pulled away from my lips, I let out a loud gasp. "If you want to kiss me, do it right."

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