Is it too Late..?

"Hi"

Jennifer's POV

"Jennifer Everybody!!" Marc said through the microphone he's holding and the crowd was shocked. Some got teary, some are crying. I waved at them all hearing those them screaming. I looked at Marc who is waiting for me to go down. I'm hearing all the screams of the people in Radio City Hall but my eyes are fixed with Marc. It was something, it was...magical...

He's smiling, waiting for me to reach the stage. We looked into each other as I felt suddenly my heart jumped when he held my hand as I reach the ground. I smiled still holding his hand and I'm not gonna lie, holding his hand is the greatest feeling.

Marc called me last week and asked if I could sing "No Me Ames" with him at his concert. And I said yes. When I asked him to sing it with me at my concert, a few years ago, he said yes and so I didn't hesitate to do it, again...

When I asked him to sing it with me at my concert, a few years ago, he said yes and so I didn't hesitate to do it, again

And the night he called me, I got happy. Though I'm still in pain when I and Beau broke up, again. I know this is going to happen and will not last forever. Beau is a good and nice man and I will never forget that I met him. But Marc...he's still the one...

For years without him, I tried so hard to move on and yes I did when Beau came into my life and I was happy again but I knew that I was just doing it cause I wanted to forget and erase Marc in my life, at that point, Marc's impact on me is still that huge and special that I couldn't just forget

When I and Marc divorced two years ago, I got very emotional all the time, hurt, and drowned in pain. I never expected the night when he said, "I'm not Happy" and he wanted to end our marriage. Beau was there to heal all the wounds in my heart and protected me but, that just it. Yes, he healed me but what he healed was not belong to him...

But then we had closure and I know he will move on and could continue his dreams.

I went to his concert with the kids, our kids and they were happy when they heard that I and their dad will sing together again in stage though they did see us before when they were younger and when we're still married, this time, it's something different cause they already knew everything. They're not little babies anymore to know, but lies

They already knew now that I and their Dad were not together anymore and he is with someone now...he's with his new wife, Shannon

We're singing our song, hearing the crowd. I got teary for a moment and so I shook my body and dance a little in the stage. I looked at him, he's smiling so wide. I don't know but I always have fun sharing the stage with him...

I walked closer to him while we're singing and the moment when he held the hand, feels like I don't want that feeling to end

But it has too...

"Thank You, everyone!!!" We said to the crowd as they can't stop from making some noises. This feeling is surreal... especially when I'm in the stage with a man, I truly loved...

"Uh, Jen..?" He whispered as his eyes went down to my hand. And shoot. I didn't realize, I'm still holding his hand

"Oh sorry.." I said and giggling but I still feel some embarrassment in myself

"It's okay.." He said giggling

We looked at the people again and waved, saying thank you. I looked at Marc again who is looking at me. I felt my heart beating so fast for a moment...

"I still love you.."

I want to tell him so badly..

When we're in the backstage, Max and Emme started playing with him, jumping on him, hugging him and kissing him

I know and I truly know they missed him, so much...

When my Mom came, the kids said their goodbyes to Marc. I can't help it but feel my heart got melted seeing them...

Marc handed me a bottle of water

"Thank You" I smiled and drank the water

"You're welcome.." He said and smiled so sweetly

This coming weekend will be my free day and so I'm going to spend my whole day with the kids at home and probably cook their favorite dishes. Marc will be staying here in New York until next week so if it could, I want to ask him if it's okay for him to go to our house and have dinner with us. I know, Shannon is in Puerto Rico and wasn't able to go here in NY with Marc so now, I didn't hesitate to ask him...

"Uhm...Maybe you could go to the house this weekend and have dinner with us...What do you think?" I said and smiled

"Hmm...That sounds so great! I miss spending time with the kids and..with you.." He smiled

I can't help it but feel waters building in my eyes when I heard what he said

"Marc..I...I have to tell you something.."

I was about to confess to him that he's still so special to me and I still have this special feeling about him and I still love him but...

"Mi Amor!!" Someone shouted from our back. We turned around and saw, Shannon

She walked toward us and kissed softly Marc and they hugged

"Oh uhm, what are you about to say?" Marc asked as he looked at me

I just smiled so wide, fake

"Nothing, never mind...It's not important.."