*THIS STORY IS IN YEONTAE'S POINT OF VIEW. UNLESS MENTIONED OTHERWISE*
*dedicated to @KIM_ALN hope you like it ^^
I woke up and I saw the emptied walls. It's not full with pictures anymore. My bed wasn't warm anymore. There's no one sitting at the computer desk anymore. My world is dull like my room already, just white. No colour at all. I sat up and covered my eyes. I tried to hold back my tears but, I tried. Memories few days ago were rewinding in my mind right now.
"I'm sorry tae, I don't think we can continue anymore. It's- Things are just not working out" She said and walked away without looking at me. I don't know I was pissed or sad, maybe both but which one is more I don't know. I'm hurting but why do I still want you back.
"I loved you. No... I'm still loving you" I said to myself. I was really sure you really loved me. But why. We were together not even a week. It's my first relationship in my 24 years of life. I gave you everything, everything I had to give. Girl why would you push me away? My first hug, first kiss. And now you're gone.
Someone knocked the door, I went to the mirror and took a look at myself before I open the door. I raised my head up to look at the person's face. My eyes were blank. My mind was blank. Before I could say anything, I close the door hardly before someone could step in.
She caught the door and was in pain,
"Ah..." She said.
I quickly opened the door and looked at her hand to check if she's okay. When I was about to hold her hand, I hesitated and pulled my hand back. She saw that too, I left the door opened to let her come in.
"Tae..." She said as she walked in and closed the door.
"What do you want from me now" I said and walked into my room.
"Please let me explain it's not what you think-" She said as she held my hand. I pushed her away hardly, she fell onto the couch.
"NOT WHAT I THINK? THEN WHAT IS IT? WHAT CAN YOU STILL EXPLAIN AFTER THIS BREAK UP? AFTER I GAVE MY EVERYTHING TO YOU? MY HEART, MY SOUL, MY FIRST HUG AND FIRST KISS?" I walked towards her angrily and shouted right infront of her face. Leaving just 5cm distance between our faces. She closed her eyes tightly.
"DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I'VE HURT BECAUSE OF YOU? I CRIED EVERYDAY BECAUSE OF YOU. WHEN I WAKE UP, I CRY. WHEN I'M EATING, I CRY. WHEN I'M SHOWERING, I CRY. YOU NEVER KNEW HOW MUCH I'VE SUFFERED FOR YOU" I said as I finally broke down. I cried, and laid on her legs.
"Tae... I- I know sorry doesn't help but listen to me, after I explain, you-" she said and I stood up while pulling her away harshly.
"No explanation needed. go. now" I said, wanting to go back to sleep.
"YEONTAE!" she shouted. I stood there, not walking anywhere further. That's what we always do when we were still together. When we shout each other's names means we need to stop walking.
I felt sudden warmth around me especially my waist. This is the first time she backhuged me. My tears aren't stopping.
"I have to break up with you not because I simply don't like you anymore, it's because I have to go overseas to study. And I know you will be suffering to stay in a long distance relationship. That's why I decided to be harsh and tell you to break up instead" she said, I can feel my back is damp, those are her tears.
I never expected that's her reason. But... is that true?
"If you don't believe it, here, I didn't even delete one of our photos, our conversation, our videos" She said as she took out her phone and showed me. Oh... It's true.
I hugged her tightly,
"Oh baby, and I thought you really left me without any reason" I said as I realise something.
"Wait, you're still going overseas...?" I asked feeling sad.
"Ani~ That's why I came to find you and tell you this~!" She said excitedly.
I cried tears of joy. She's not leaving me.
I looked at her hands, just now I was too harsh.
"Baby are you fine?" I asked.
"Yes I'm fine~" She said but I'm still worried.
"Come, sit, I'll clean your wound" I said and she just smiled.
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That's it, I felt way better. She hanged up our polaroids in my room with me, we cooked together, we watched movies together, we baked together. It's night time, we were lying down and looking at the stars.
"Jagi"
"Hmm?"
"Don't ever leave me again"
"Of course I won't"
I kissed her forehead and watched the shooting stars until she fell asleep and I brought her back to my bed. The next morning she woke up and I was already up, I looked into her eyes, and kissed her nose.
"Good morning, baby"
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