this is not a story. this is just an outlet of my mind's thoughts.
Isn't it bizarre that we admire those people who most likely not appreciate us or can't even see that we're something special? That we would rather run after those who snob us than to appreciate those who are able to see the beauty we contain?
How ironic! right? Every night, you visit the Facebook account (or whatever account it is) of the one you admire just to see his/her picture, and you say your day is completed by merely looking at his/her pictures. But, have you ever realized that while you are busy stalking your crush, someone also in this part of the world is doing the same for you?? Have you ever realized, that someone sees and thinks that you are special?? Well, if you did, then why is it so difficult for you to appreciate that someone? The funny thing is, we fall so easily to those who don't get to like us while we find it very hard to fall for someone who is already admiring us. THAT'S REALITY! Why can't we make this situation easy? why can't we just stick to those who admire us? why do we have to go chasing after shadows when in fact, we can just face the reality, and be happy and contented with what is already there? A situation where most people are stuck in even when they know there is another route.
HAHA! I am also stuck in that situation. Just minutes before this, I was looking at the picture of my crush, then I wandered, "If God just know how to get sick of me repeating that routine of staring at my crush's photo, well, He would probably say, "Why would you waste your time glancing at that guy's photo when in fact, I have set a guy, only for you, but you just keep on ignoring him for that guy that is not even meant for you??"
Here's what I wanted to ask, how do we really know that the guy we crush on is the not the right guy and the guy that we keep on ignoring is the one that's really meant for us?
Some of the reasons why I stayed single. I'm just afraid that I have chosen the wrong guy. I'm afraid to make a mistake. I'm afraid that I might just hurt myself. I'm afraid to feel the pain. I'm too weak to take a risk.
