decisions decisions

44 1 0
                                    

**Liz**

I sit up slowly realizing i had fallen asleep last night in the corner.

I look down to see my fresh cuts and my old scars that once was tan skin filled with fake tattoos from when i was still 7 laughing at my brother trip and get ice cream on him.

I crawl to my bathroom knowing my legs are weak and wont be standable.

I get up and look in the mirror, is this really what my life is now. 17 year old Liz Caylen secret twitter celebrity, putting on a fake smile and only socialize with one person, my twin.

By now i had brushed my teeth and started the shower thanking my legs for working today.

I stripped and closed the door realizing my brother and i sortof share a room.

I didnt want to go to school today but i knew that i had to because it was the best for me. I know mom wouldnt like me skipping, she would probably beat me like she always does.

I rinsed all of my soap off and began shaving my legs. Once i finished i got out and went to my side of the bathroom mirror and began on my makeup.

I put on some concealer, mascara, eyeliner, eyeshadow, contour, highlight, blush and i filled in my eyebrows so they were more shaped and looked better.

I grabbed some clothes that were in my dresser in the bathroom and got dressed.

I slipped on my hot pink tie dye thongs then i put on some light washed skinny jeans.

I put on my bra and my grey tank top and a white marijuana leaf shirt over it.

I put on my white converse slip ons and walked out to wake up jc.

His friend kian is supposed to be coming to pick us up so i guess you could say that he needs to be up and ready.

I shake him roughly and he sits up slowly. His eyes are blood shot and he looks like he was up late last night too.

I plugged my phone in to charge a little bit more and decided to risk everything and sneak into my moms room for somthing.

I tell jc and he nods following me to moms room.

We see her door is open and she is laying in the bathtub with alcohol bottles around her and one in her hand.

I tip toe to her purse and grab her credit card which is the only thing she has to keep her money on. I giggle and take another one for jc.

We do this all the time. I decided to put a pet trancula in the tub for her when she wakes up.

I walked out and seen kian at the doorway.

I glared at him and then laughed.

He pulled me in for a hug and i wrapped my legs around his waist and buried my head into his shoulder.

Okay so i mightve left out a little detail.

Me and him kindof have a thing. We arent dating but we arent best friends we are in between.

I hop down and run to my room and grab my notebook and my algebra book putting that into my bag and running downstairs with my phone, charger and earphones.

i grab my brush and start brushing my hair and walk to the back of the car and get in and buckle my seatbelt.

I plug my earphones in and blare the music while singing the whole way there.

Ever since my mom and dad got a divorce she has been abusing me and jc, we always take her credit cards and buy whatever we want because she has money that she doesnt need.sometimes i wish i wasnt here but then i think of how much kian would be dissapointed.

He knows what im going through and he understands.

I have been thinking about somthing but i dont know how kian and jc will take it

The Runaway TwinsWhere stories live. Discover now