All because of the studio(jake pitts)

why did you choose me

my eyes craked open as the mooonlight poured in from my window> all your hate blasting in my ears

who the fuck will call me at 12 am skylar is asleep my parents are downstairs i have no other friends so who is it

''hello''i answered and yawned

''rose?''i herd a familiar voice on the other end

Iuyi

'yes wo is this''i said and turned on my bedside lamp

''its uh jake from earlier sory its so late i just wanted to hear your gorgeous voice''jake said

''oh''i said shocked

''i was wondering if your gonna be at the studio tommorrrow''he said

''yeah''i said''im there everyday''

''so illl see you tommorrow''he said

''yeah''i smiled

''ok goodnight rosey''he said and hung up. i dropped my phone on my bed and smiled

did he just call me did jake fucking pitts just call me

my throat got dry i was speechless i plugged my phone back in to its chager. i turned off the light and went to sleep ha[[ily

NEXT MORNING

"crystal-rose get the fuck down here"y step father yelled

i growled and finished applying eyeliner then checked my self out in the mirror. black skinny jeans a plaid button up shirt (black and red) biker boots with studs. i grabbed my romans bag and went down stairs to get smacked acroaa the face by my father

"faggot i herd you upstairs on the phone last night i said no phones after 10 pm did i not"he growled

''yes father'i said and got up from where i fell

''good our punished and you know what that mean"he said i nodded

''yes father''i mumbled

''what was that"he pulled my hair

"yes father"i said louder and gulped slightly

"good now get to school"he roared. i nodded and ran out of the house. i put my ear buds in and blasted spark the rescue need you now the punk goes pop cover.

im not doing it no thats fucking disgusting the shit he makes me do to him the oral sex the dick sucking' its disgustimngim 18 years old i need to get out i need an escape from this hell that bastard doesnt even know how to treat his step daughter nor hhis wife tats why she committed suicide two years ago because he hurt her physically and mentally he made her go posiiley insane like he cares or care he only cares about his drugs alchol and making his step daughter suck his dick or rape her for pleasure hes a fucking phyco i called the cops well tried but it didnt wrk he was out in a month this was beore this abuse it was only for drugs but he came after me thats wen my mother died.

my mother she was the best one ever. she was caring and accepting. she helped me when i became suicidal she cred about me she helped me through things my fathers death. that all changed when she met bobby aka step father or what i call him father or when hes doing things to me or visa versa daddy.

my father god i miss him too. he died when i was 14 . a tradgic incident. he was at home by himself when my mom picked me up from my friends house. which is skylars. we got home and the house was burnt to the ground. firemen cops abulance everything was there. my dad was severly burnt and passed away because it was so savier. we moved i with my grandparents when this happened the only they saved was our photo boks that were a bit burnt but you could still see what they are.

i look at them once in a while bobby doesnt know about them he doesnt know about my locket either. my locket has a picure in it. its me my mother and father. a small gold heart shaped locket that looks like skeleton hands are holing it. i was 14 when this picure was aken and thats the last picture of our family that was taken together.

i miss them both. im not that type of emo/goth chick that is hailing satan i believe in god and i know he is taking care off my parents in heaven and would gladly lock the gates for bobby and send him to hell. bu hes only in his fortys he has a long time left.as do i. there is no way i could get away from him its impossible he will find me and take me back. he even has his best friend who is a chief in the police department make me do things to im. if i dont. bobby does things to me like put himself inside me like im his fucking toy. he go so hard i didnt like it it it...to bad it hurts to say it i cant even say it without crying more then i am.

i cant call the cops on him because his friend and nothhing would work nothing. i cant take it anymore i need an escape a way out. im not killing my self like my mother did im not gonna die thats not gonna be be my escape ill run away ill do something that will help me with this bulshit