While searching for Vocaloid songs on Youtube I found the song iNSaNiTY by. Kaito and Miki. After hearing it a couple of times I started to learn it. After a day knew it completely and could sing it without my voice cracking, but I always wondered:
“What does it really mean? iNSaNiTY like floating in the air? PSYchopathy living a carefree life? iNSaNiTY an illusion that can't end? CApTiViTY unable to run away?”
I never really got the meaning behind those lyrics...
until it happened. I was walking back home after school when I heard a voice calling for me.
“Come here. I need you to listen carefully” the voice said. I looked around trying to find where it came from, but saw nobody.
“You're illusion is about to start. Get some rest because it will be your last” the voice said. I started shaking with fear.
What did it mean by my last rest? I pretended nothing happened and went home. I went straight to my room, locked the door, and fell asleep.
I woke up the next morning, and instantly I knew that something was wrong. I couldn't feel my bed, even if I was looking right at it. Then it hit me:
“iNSaNiTY like floating in the air” I sang softly. I got up and opened the door. “PSYchopathy living a carefree life” I sang while walking out of the house. My mom called for me, but her voice couldn't reach me.
“iNSaNiTY an illusion that can't end” I sang as I walked into the street, where I couldn't see any cars, but in reality they were close to hitting me. I got to the other side of the street unharmed and kept walking.
“CapTiViTY unable to run away” I sang as I heard the faint sounds of a police siren, that was actually right behind me. A cop got out and grabbed my arm.
“iNSaNiTY like floating in the air” I sang as I punched the cop and ran away. “PSYchopathy living a carefree life” I sang while running away and going to the park.
“iNSaNiTY an iillusion that can't end” I sang as I climbed a tree and looked down. Then I heard a voice singing:
“CapTiViTY like the corruption is continuing” I looked around trying to find who was singing, and then I saw him. My friend was also singing with me, but he looked different, he looked like any moment he could kill me.
Then something hit me:
“The discovered conclusion, disappearing” this meant that no matter how hard people tried the iNSaNiTY would keep going. “In the darkness there's no such thing as light” I sang while watching the people around the park.
I saw that more people came singing, but it wasn't like they were singing different parts of the song. Everyone was singing the same thing.
“From the inside of madness, good bye” we all sang. Even more people came and joined into our song.
“Hello myself, haven't we met before?” I sang as I thought of my family and how a couple of days ago we were eating dinner together.
“Good bye yourself” I sang, remembering when I heard the voice. “So you want to talk?” I asked while climbing down.
The police came and tried to control the people that kept coming to the park and singing. I watched as they took some of them towards that mental hospital that opened about a month ago. I didn't want to end there, so I did my best to hide.
“Hey, haven't we met somewhere in the past?” I heard my friend sing. I looked at him hiding next to me and nodded.
“Hey, you're special to me, I want to talk to you” I sang.
“Hey, what's the time? What's day? I don't know anymore” we sang at the same time.
“Hey it would be great if we completely forgot...” he sang.
After that the police found us. The last I saw of him was as a car drove away with him on it. I felt ill out of nowhere and fainted.
I woke up in a room that only had a bed. My eyes widen. I could feel the bed, so I sang:
“Sanity I can't see the dark already, Purity the days are longer now” I smiled. My illusion was going away.
“Sanity, but that most also sink” I sang as the feeling of the bed slowly went away. “Sanity? What is that?” I sang as a nurse came into the room.
About a year passed before they let me out of this place. The reason why they did is because my iNSaNiTY left one day.
“I think you've learned your lesson” I heard the same voice from before say. “Yes I have” I said quietly. Just like the song said the days became longer. Hope filled me and pushed me forward.
Now that I'm back to the normal world I can't help but wonder:
“Did I start the iNSaNiTY? And will it happen again?
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NOTE: THIS IS BASED ON A TRUE STORY
I can't give the details to it but itwas something similar that happened to my friend....
