you won't love me when I lose my head and shove you.
you won't love me when you pull up my sleeve and see blood.
you won't love me when you find those blades hidden in my room again.
you won't love me when I'm drunk.
you won't love me when you realize how much I lie.
you won't love me when you learn how deceiving I can be.
you won't love me when my eyes burn up with anger.
you won't love me when you watch me punch a hole in the wall.
you won't love me when you find the blood soaked towels.
I'm too broken
I will be too focused on destroying myself that I'll forget how much it destroys you.
and I'm sorry for that
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Tendencies
PoetryPoetry that I have written during my worst moments, every poem is mine unless stated otherwise. [HUGE TRIGGER WARNING LIKE SERIOUSLY HUGE TRIGGER WARNING DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERED EASILY]
