hi im wazzala or zala for short...im a 15 year old senior...im a loner and im poor...i skipped a grade...i only have 3 outfits...my dad dies and my mom is an abusive addict.....today is monday
i got up and got ready for school..i was about to get in the shower but when i turned the faucet nothing came out...i didnt even bother tellin my mom specially since i didnt wanna get abused before school...i got dressed and put on what was the very last of my deoderant and i didnt have perfume...i heard the door open and close...my mom got yesterdays mail
mom: zala can you tell me why you didnt grab the mail?!
me: im sorry mom
mom: mhm where you goin bum?
me: i have school
mom: look at what you got on yo you ugly gtfo
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=104685323 (cream sweater long black church skirt and gray sketchers)
i walked 3 blocks to school...i went to my locker and it slammed shut and my books fell...i looked up and saw chresanto rayan jacob and marqus
chres: ugly ass bitch
they all laughed and walked off leaving me to pick up my belongings...i went to art which i had with chresanto...
mr.r: zala? can you take this to guidance plz?
he handed me a paper to take to guidance...i came back and saw everybody putting scissors away...we worked on our vase drawings for 45 more minutes
mr.r: next week...we'll be starting drawing people...you'll have a partner-1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9....yeah you'll be working with a partner...there are 12 girls and 12 boys...you'll be workin with the opposite sex
the bell rang before he could finish and everybody got up..i grabbed my bag and everything fell out of the bottom!!!...the room grew with laughter as my face grew red as a cherry...i felt hot and cold at the same time my cheeks burned with anger embarrassment and hurt...i left everything and pushed past everybody especially chres...it hurt me most that he did that to me because i had a crush on him...he's sexy and i wanted him but now im not so sure...i ran and stopped at my locker and fell to the floor and leaned against it crying...it was cold but it was the only thing that i could trust to not let me fall back...
