i went to the car and tried to open the door but it was locked...i went back in the house to ask for the key but he was slumped so i grabbed them from his dresser...i opened the car door and grabbed his cover and mine...i slipped and my elbow hit the glove compartment button and the glove box opened and a notepad fell out...i looked over it
its oct 24 (yesterday) i think im catching feelings for bugsy (zala) ... i gave her tht nickname today but she dont know...i dont want to catch feelings for her...she smells bad....she's dirty...she's not that cute...a traain just got ran thru her by my crew...and because of her i have no friends...as soon as i get a chance ima leave her stranded and helpless...i dont need nor want her and she dont need me end of discussion
i realized i was crying when a tear fell on the paper...i put it back and went in the house and threw the covers on the floor and the keys on the table...i ran to my room slamming the door and going to sleep...i woke up to the smell of bacon...i went downstairs to see chresanto cooking
me: you can cook?
i forgot about last night
chresanto: yea i went to the store and bought food for just today tho and cooked...you hungry?
me: starving
i sat down and ate
me: first thing first we need to go shopping
chresanto: ok and i'll pick out your clothes because you be lookin a hot ass mess
me: i know how to dress first of all and second of all
i licked my finger and touched his bacon
me: my germs nigga hand it ova
he handed his bacon to me
me: this was honestly the best breakfast i've had in some years...thanks
chresanto: yo i wanna be straight up with you..you got big boobs and a nice ass
i blushed immediately but then got angry
me: thats mean
chresanto: you not fat
me: i know b-
chresanto: im just complimenting your fucking body...
i was shocked and crushed
chresanto: i'll be in the car when you're ready...
he left...i grabbed the bacon and got in the car with him...we rode to the car listening to music...ironically songs about how i felt about him came on but he quickly turned them and he mustve had enough because he turned the radio off...the first song was the closer i get to you the second one was the way you make me feel the third one was easy to fall in love...he turned the radio off and hit the steering wheel making me jump...at a red light he looked at me realizing i had'nt put my seat belt on
chresanto: good gracious wazzala can you learn to use this!?
he strapped me up and drove to the mall in silence....but his face lit up when he saw the mall
chresanto: ok go piece together 3 outfits...if they look good then you can choose your wardrobe if its ugly then im pickin your wardrobe ok?!
me: how about you go buy 3 outfits for me and i go buy 3 for me pants shirt AND shoes
chresanto: meet up at the food court! go!
we ran our seperate ways...i ran into forever 21
items i got
jersey striped crop top
americana skinny jeans
street chic skinny jeans
classic skinny jeans
i paid for it and ran to delias
items i got
bandeau/bralette
hooded denim vest
crochet back plaid
i paid for it all and ran to hot topic cuz they undies is bawmm as fawk ..i grabbed a bunch of cute cheeky panties (they like boyshorts but shorter) and a bunch of bras..i hurried and paid for it then went to nba outlet (a store i made up) i bought griffs and jays to match my outfits yass i was boutta be bawm as hail lawd yall not ready...i went to the food court and waited for chresanto...it wasnt until 5 minutes when i saw him...i lit up like i firework and ran to him with my bags
me: ok ok ok come on
i pulled him to a table and showed him my outfits...he looked tired out
chresanto:...the shirts are wack...the pants are nice tho...and the shoes hell yea...but look
he showed me his outfits...one was tan skinny jeans with a green polo shirt and brown polo boots it was sexy the second one was greenish bluish skinny jeans with a black and whit crop top and orange nail polish and greenish bluish, black and white griffs and the last outfit was a red crop top and black high waisted leggings with 6 buttons and red and black jays...i had to admit he was amazing with this which kinda questioned his sexual appeal...he asked a random lady which outfits were better and she said his so he dragged me around a the entire mall and we bought stuff
me: shit
chresanto: what?
me: its 6
chresanto: so
me: we need phones and we need food
chresanto: ok ok come on
we went to the apple store...i saw alot...i grabbed a mac a ipod a iphone a ipad and some beats...and he grabbed the same thing
me: i guess we're sharing the money on the free card after all he did say i can do whatever i want with it
i smiled and walked away...i paid for it and we went to the groc. store we bought a months worth of food and went home...i was exhausted especially since we had school the next day...
