A Study in the Glade- a newt imagine

Watching

Newt's POV- 3 days later
I watch y/n from the gardens. She's taking another cup of coffee to that Sherlock guy, who's holed himself up in the map room. Apparently he's really struggling to solve the maze. Something about a nicotine crash? I would ask y/n, but we don't really talk anymore after that incident a couple of days back. It's not that I don't want to it's just that y/n doesn't exactly look like she's in the mood for talking. All the time. She just radiates annoyance towards me.

She's absolutely beautiful. But she still did what she did, still lied to me more than once, and part of me is definitely telling me to dislike her, maybe even hate her. But no matter how much I try, I can't do it. I physically can't make myself hate y/n. And I'm fully aware that it is possible for her to hate me.

How do I know this? Well, to say I haven't been casually watching her over the past few days would be a lie, and while I do look away when she's looking at me I catch a glimpse of the hate in her eyes. The fact she's completely ignoring me as well makes it clear enough how she feels about me.

And I miss her, I truly miss her. I miss being able to wander after her when she disappears into the deadheads, I miss our stupid conversations, I miss her voice making little sarcastic comments through the the day.

And maybe I remember more about that bonfire than I tell her.

(Back to third person)
You walk across the glade, taking yet another mug of coffee to a sleep deprived Sherlock in the map room. You've made this trip between the kitchens and Sherlock so many times You could do it blindfolded. Frypans been complaining that Sherlocks using up the coffee rations for all of the Gladers, but it's the strongest thing they have here, and he needs to run on something. It all goes towards getting out of here.

You notice Newt watching you out of the corner of you eye and keep going, not even glancing at him. You remember what he did, how he never forgives, how he wouldn't even talk to you, how he refuses to apologise to you at all. You really hate him.

A/n HAPPY NEWT DAY EVERYBODY!!!!!! Sorry I haven't really been updating much, my brains just been splattered everywhere and I've been really busy. I know it's kinda short and I'm sorry about that, but I'm writing this at one in the morning on a school night cause I can't sleep! Yay!
Hope everyone's survived returning to school! Farewell interwebs 😊🦄

also #SHAMELESSSELFPROMOTION