[!WARNING!: Extreme theme!]
I really should have been drowned at birth.
I shouldn't have lived.
The pain and chaos that I have caused should never have occurred,
If I had not lived.
Too much of a coward,
I cannot take my own life.
Too selfish,
I must live a life I should not have,
And let the people I love suffer from my presence.
Wallowing in self-pity,
Bile rise up to my throat,
Disgust is all I feel about myself,
As I should.
I should not have lived.
I should not have breathed.
Then they wouldn't have to suffer.
Don't lose hope?
How can I lose something that I never had?
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Things Left Unsaid
Poetry-Unspoken Feelings- Life is like a roller-coaster ride; it has its ups and downs, it's always full of thrill.