I should've refused the pill they gave me
Chocked on it instead
Should've accepted that I will never have the privilege to feel warm
To feel nice
Calm
Lovely
To feel
Equally
Returned
Love
I should've learned how to drive and I
should've driven
Down every street in my neighborhood at five miles per hour
Four times a day
No music
No phone calls
No thoughts
And slowly learned to swallow science
I should've climbed into the backseat of my car while it was still moving and started going with the flow
As they say
Should've answered with a big awkward silence when the teacher asked me what a self titled movie would be about
