Heavy Hearted 2

Chapter 7

"We are finally back home in LA!!!" Niall yelled running up the driveway into the front door. I laughed and rolled my eyes at his pants that were falling down.

"Niall pull your damn pants up, your ass is out there. The only ass we like to look at is Sydney's!" Louis called for him. My cheeks flushed red, me hitting his shoulder.

"What was that Lou!?" Eleanor placed her hands in her hips appearing in the doorway.

"N-nothing babe." He stammered. He is so whipped.

"what time is it?" I leant over to Harry and whispered.

"Six, why?" He furrowed his eyebrows.

"I have to take my pill." I shrugged placing my bag on the bed.

"Why are you still taking those. We haven't fucked in like a month..." He trailed off. I cringed at his use of words. "What did you do with Michael... Or Payton?" His voice softened.

"Harry I-" I started but he cut me off.

"Actually... D-don't tell me what you've done with him. Just tell me that I'll never have to know." He shook his head.

"I won't say that because I haven't done anything. I haven't cheated." I walked up and wrapped my arms around him.

"I'm glad you're back you know that right?" He murmured in my hair turning his head to lightly kiss his neck leaving butterflies in my stomach. I like it like this, sweet, and gentle, also slow.

"Yeah." I replied. "I love you."

"Love you too Syd." He pulled away. "Wanna watch movies in here?"

"Yeah. How about... Cyberbully? That movie gets me every time." I acted hurt.

"Pussy." He smirked rolling his eyes.

"Pussy, something I have that you beg for but you'll have to get in line to have." I winked, silently congratulating myself on that burn.

"Ooooo." Echoed through the hall. Liam turned the corner and walked in. "You need some alo Vera for that burn?" He jumped on the bed.

"Shut up." Harry stared at the screen scrolling through Netflix.

"Whatcha doing?" Liam asked playing with my hair.

"Getting ready to fuck. Get out." Harry answered before I can.

"Gross." He muttered twisting my hair as what he thinks is a 'braid'.

"Nah we are watching a movie. Wanna watch too?"

"No he doesn't." Harry answered for him.

"Gasp! Yes! I'm going to get the rest!" He ran out yelling, "Party in Harry's room!"

"Look what you did!" Harry threw his hands up.

"Sorry." I smiled sarcastically laying out pillows and blankets. The group ran in holding popcorn bowls and coke liters.

"Ready?" I plopped on the bed next to Harry. Everyone replied with a 'yes', and I pushed play.

I yawned, stretching and sitting up. Everyone was passed out, except Niall and I. I pushed Harry's lightly off my lap, letting his curls droop in his face. Cute...

"Niall." I whispered. His head turned, looking at me.

"Sup?" He whispered back.

"Come with me downstairs. Everyone is knocked out..." I motioned to everyone else leaning up against each other. He pulled himself up, wearily stepping over Louis and Eleanor.

"Want to go and pick up some food. If you didn't notice, the girls burnt the popcorn." He asked grabbing the keys.

"Yeah... Taco Bell?" I began walking to the garage. He nodded and following me out.

"I have a question..." He spoke up as I pulled out of the gated driveway and onto the road.

"Hit me."

"Were you happy that Harry got you back?"

"Um... To be honest Niall, I love him but he gets on my nerves. He's clingy. So no... I wasn't happy he found me and got me back." I answered truthfully.

"You know I completely despise him, but I'm part of him. Being in a gang is like being in a family. He's my family. So are you. You know that I love you and if it wasn't for Harry, I'd be the one fucking you but that's not how it is." He shrugged like it was nothing. I pulled the car over to the side of the road and turned it off.

I rested my head on the steering wheel silently cursing.

"Niall. I love you. Maybe not like you love me but I love you... You are my family and you deserve someone that's Better than me because you can do better. I know you don't want to but you need too.." I turned to him. His eyes met mine. His soft, blue, beautiful eyes met mine, shiny from the street light.

"I don't want better Syd. I want you." His voice cracked. I turned to look at the window, seeing the cars pass by. "Sydney... Look at me."

I slowly turned back to Niall, his face dipped in, with his fingers under my chin, his lips parted, staring deep into my eyes.

"Are you going to kiss me...?" I whispered.

"Yeah..." He answered. Something... Something was holding me in place, keeping me from stopping him. His lips parted, attaching to mine, his tongue sketched around mine, a low growl pulled up from his throat. I jumped feeling the warmth of his hand on my bare thigh.

"Mm. Niall..." I pulled back. Breathing still rapid.

"I wanna do it again..." He breathed out.

"Then do it."

He grunted pulling me on to his lap, his hands running up and down my thighs. This isn't happening. No no no no No. I can't pull away though. I can't bring myself to admit I don't like Niall. I like Harry. But I like Niall too...

"I want to make love to you." He whispered into my neck.

"Fuck." I cursed.

"What..." He stopped.

"What are we doing?" I looked down at his white shirt, plastered to his body. I ran my fingers down his face and into the bottom of his shirt.

"I want you... So bad." He fumbled with my strings on my shorts.

"I want you too. But I promised Harry." I sighed. My fingers traced his abs, him watching.

"Let me. Please. This once. We don't have to tell... Friends with Benefits?"

I waited... I thought... I love Harry, and I loved Niall. Harry's my boyfriend and I'm Harrys girl... But what bad could this do..

I pushed my lips to Niall's again in conformation. He smiled into the kiss. His hand slipped up my shirt and rubbed across my ribs sending chills up my spine. I moaned into his mouth causing him to also.

"Let me have you." His groaned into my neck, leaving kisses down.

"Please." I shuttered pulling his shirt off his warm body. At this time all the thought of Harry filled my mind. I can't do this. No I can't do this! Back out Sydney, back out!

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(Authors note:)

So this is my first sexual part in a long time. I didn't edit this so sorry if it is bad but I did this for 1d day yesterday...

I'm going to get a new account because I honesty don't want this story anymore. I'm bored with it and I'm not getting many reads. So I'll somehow end this in the next 2 chapters.

Sorry but I love you guys so much💕💕💕💕

-a