Shawmila // Give me Love

A1: T4 // Kid in Love

  In the story they are all 24 years old.

Camila

"I don't trust him..." Dinah shares, confusing me on why she doesn't trust my current and only boyfriend.

"Why not?" I said neutrally, sipping my drink.

"Something's off. We don't know anything about his family or past. And you've been dating for a year already."

I nodded, letting her reasoning sink in. Why won't he introduce me to his family? Why is his past such a sensitive topic? I haven't thought about it before.

"What do you think he's hiding?"

"I don't know? But we are going out later today so I'll ask then."

She pauses-even her breathing- thinking deeply about something.

"What is it?"

"Do you think...... he's a drug addict or like a playboy?" She suggests.

"What?! Of course not!" I yell defending Shawn.

"Tick Tock, princess." She teases, swinging her legs back and forth playfully, taking a bite of her burrito.

"Lets leave this joint!" She gave me a thumbs up as I nod willingly.

Yes. We were at Taco Bell.

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"Hey Camila." Shawn greets me.

"Hi."

We order our appetizers as he studies my every move.

"Why are you so quiet?" He asks stirring his shake with his straw.

"Nothing." I look away.

"Come on Camila." He pokes.

"So I've been thinking."

He stares at me brutally.

"Thinking about what." He said bitterly. "You want to break up with me because I'm too depressing?"

I stiffen. "What? No!"

I lean on my arm, "It's just that..... Are you like hiding something from me?" I poke at my food.

He looks at me blankly.

"What makes you think that?"

"Something Dinah said triggered some thoughts."

"What did she say?"

"Why are you avoiding my question?"

He stares at me. It stays like that for a while as I twitch in my seat.

"Im married." He looks down.

I look at him incredulously and the thought of me being a mistress without acknowledging haunted me. I spotted the silver ring aligning his 4th finger.

"Why are you dating me then?" I said hurt as I held back tears.

"You didn't let me explain. I was married." He looked at me blankly.

"What? So you divorced?"

"No."

"So how are you fucking not married anymore?!"

He winced.

"She died."

Im not a mistress.

Im a rebound.

"So I'm a mere rebound?"

"What? No!" He defended.

"I love you, but I'm still hurt. I was a Kid in Love but now I know what not to do."

"What? You know what? Just solve your problems first before you involve me in this."

Shawn watched her walk away as he was alone once again.

2023: Shawn is diagnosed with depression and bi-polar syndrome.

2024: Camila gets a Masters degree.

2025: Shawn develops Anorexia

2026: Camila gets a new boyfriend, Austin Mahone.

2027: Camila marries Austin.

2028: Camila divorces.

2029: Shawn dies of starvation and depression at age 31.

2054: Camila is diagnosed with Cancer.

2056: Camila dies.

Although they both loved each other, they couldn't move on from their own feelings. They were meant to be, but separated from their personal conflict.

Lol I was excited and kinda rushed this one cause I have an idea.
This is kinda a filler chapter.... :c