Fifty Shades Of Gay (slow updates)

I will not kiss you

Don't play song yet!
I just want to warn you, this chapter involves death and depression, maybe suicide, So if you triggered by that, just a warning.
I suggest you play the song throughout the chapter, just to make it sadder and if the song ends, keep playing it if you want, it'll make more sense. The song is called "Cancer" it's a cover by Twenty Øne Piløts. The first time I herd it, I almost started crying, so just a warning! I just used the 1 hour version so you don't have to keep restarting it all the time.

Toast rushed through the hospital hallways. He stopped in fount of a room that said on the door "Room 214". Toast looked down to the right side of the door, there was a name tag that said "Johnny Ghost".

Toast opened the door of room 214. "Ah, hello Mr. Toast!" A nurse chirped happily. "Hello," Toast replied, sadly. "How is he?"

"Would you like to see how he's doing?" The nurse asked. "Yes, that would be nice." Toast said to the nurse. "Alright. Come with me, please." The nurse said to Toast.

The nurse turned around, opening a green curation. Toast looked at the brunette boy sitting in the hospital bed. "I'll leave you too be." The nurse mumbled, walking out. "Hello Sir." Toast said to the brunette. "Hey Johnny." The boy replied weakly.

"How are you feeling?" Toast asked. "To be honest: I could be better." The boy let out a small laugh, a laugh that Toast thought was adorable. "Oh!" Toast yelled out of no where.

"What's wrong, Johnny?" The boy asked. "Oh, sorry if I scared you Ghost. I just remembered something I brought for you!" Toast laughed to himself. "Johnny.. You know you didn't have to get me anything." The boy, known as Ghost, sighed. "I didn't have to get you anything, but I did."

"Oh.. Well, thank you Johnny." The younger boy smiled. "No problem, Sir!" The Brit smiled back. Toast pulled out a small box wrapped in blue wrapping. Ghost opened it. Inside it was a necklace that said "P.I." Toast reviled the same necklace but it had different letters on it. They read. "I.E"

"Thank you Johnny!" Ghost engulfed the older of the two into a loving hug. "Anything for you, Ghost." Toast knew that Ghost didn't have long left, but Toast wouldn't leave his side. No matter what.

This continued on for two months. The two of them talking and talking for hours upon end. Toast noticed the way Ghost looked every day, the way he would get weaker and weaker with every passing day. Until one day Ghost wasn't there.

Toast was confused to why Ghost was gone. Maybe he was moved to a new room? Toast walked over to the neatly made bed where his partner laid just yesterday. Toast did remember Ghost looking really weak and pale. Did that mean...? No. That would never happen.

"Oh.. Hello Mr. Toast." Ghost's nurse walked in. "Hello.. Do you know where Johnny Ghost is?" Toast asked. The nurse looked down. "I'm sorry Mr. Toast... He passed away in his sleep last night.... He wanted you to have this. He said 'I want you to give this to my partner, Johnny Toast, tell his that I'm thankful for everything he's done for me.. Tell him to keep doing what he loves... Please tell him... That I.... Love him.' And that was the last thing he said." The nurse mumbled.

Tears rolled down Toast's cheek. "Did he pass peacefully?" He asked slowly. "From the look on his face. He look happy and at peace... Oh! This is what he wanted me to give you." The nurse handed Toast a medium sized grey box.

Ghost's funeral was held a couple weeks later. After the funeral Toast finally decided to open the box Ghost gave him. Toast stared in awe at what he saw in the box.

In the box was Ghost's hoodie. A small smile appeared on Toast's lips. The first real smile since Ghost. The first time he know that even tough Ghost may not be on this earth, he's still watching over Toast as his guardian Angle.

Why hello. It's been over two months. I'm a terrible person, I know. Why did this take me so long? I'm lazy. And lots on school work. I'll try to update more often too. There wasn't much romance in this chapter I know.

So... I have to tell you all something. There will not be smut... But there will be mention of it. If ya know what I mean. I'll never do it. But I'll put in dirty jokes every now and then. Well hope you enjoyed the first chapter!