Decisions (Urban)

Chapter 1

Flashback 2011

“Leave, bye, GET OUT!”

“Baby I’m sorry, please ma.”

“Naw fuck you nigga. You gonna fuck my best friend. REALLY?!! That’s the godmother of your child. I’m done, D-O-N-E, done!”

“Baby it was a mistake.”

“Bullshit!”

“Baby….. Stop.”

He grabbed m hand and forced me to look in his eyes. They only made me cry, more. I had been with this man for 7 years and I have his baby. But he fucked my best friend, Kellie. She was supposed to be my sister, but instead she fucked my man with no guilt feelings. She bluntly told me that he loved her and she loved him, and they were getting married. She showed me the ring and everything. I slapped that hoe so hard she flew backwards and hit the wall. I kept eating her ass until my sister, Goddess, grabbed me. I came home and started throwing his shit out. I’m so tired of the lies, the deceit, the cheating. I’m over it. He wanna party all night like he doesn’t have a family. He wanna act single, I’ma make him single. I took my hands out of his, and turned from him. I walk to the stairs and walked up them. I turned to the man I once loved and said,

“Since you wanna be free, I’m going to make you free. Since you don’t wanna leave, I’ll leave. Ima take my son and move away from you and the bullshit. Fuck you and dat bitch. Have a nice time wit the hoe. But always remember, I was the best thing you ever had.”

That day was the day, I, Queen Ashanti Auden, left my  man, Juelio Rico Miguel Rodriguez. Finally making a decision.

 

Present Day: 2 years later

I always think of how me and Juelio started and ended. I loved him and sometimes I think I still do, but he ain’t ready for a real relationship. I was 15 when I met him. He was in a corner store with his friends stealing things. I had seen him before and all my friends, including Kellie, had a crush on him. But not I. No I didn’t want a thug. I wanted a doctor or a lawyer, not a thug. I walked into the corner store, looking for some Doritos, when he came in. He was way taller than me, I was 4’11 and he had to be 6’7. He had green-blue eyes and light skin.

 He had super curly hair and muscles to match. He was dead drop gorgeous.  But I still didn’t want him. I knew I could get him though. I’m brown skin, super thick, dark brown eyes, and long thick curly hair, due to my mom being half Jamaican. Any ways, He and his crew started stuffing things in their pockets. I saw them and rolled my eyes. I walked to the counter to pay for my things, when the Chinese man who ran the store, Mr. Lee, caught them. I smirked and stood at the counter wanting for Mr. Lee to come back. But something he said pissed me off.

“This is why I don’t like blacks in my store!”

I remember turning around and cussing him out badly. Juelio and his boys were cracking up. When we left out the store, Juelio offered to walk me home and from that point on, we were together. But, he ruined that with his cheating and profession. He is king pin or what he calls it, “hood pharmacist.” I refuse to let our son do the same thing. My baby’s name is Jermaine Rico Lorenzo Rodriguez. He was born July 3rd 2008 (A/N: My birthday month and day) and was so beautiful. I was 17 and in love. Juelio stood by my side the whole pregnancy. I can’t even lie and say he is or ever was a deadbeat. Jermaine looks just like Juelio except he has green eyes with a hint of brown in the middle. He acts like him too. He already got a little girlfriend named Jackie at daycare.  Any ways, I work as a assistant to a lawyer named Greg. He’s white and beautiful, but I don’t mix business with pleasure. Juelio can’t stand him or any man that isn’t family that gets to spend time with me. I guess it’s because he still has feelings, but he needs to learn to be a man first. He has this girl named Daina as his girlfriend. Chick got a mouth on her and she can’t stand me. I don’t want her man, so she need to close her mouth.

Juelio

“Baby.. I’m going to the mall with Megan and Vivian.”

“Ard.”

The door shuts behind her as she leaves. Daina is something else. As I look in my wallet, I see she took $650 in cash and my black card. Man I swear the bitch a gold digger, but when she give me some, I forget. But, I wish she was Queen. Queen. My Queen. She’s the love of my life and I hate myself for how much pain I caused her. At least she not bitter or anything like that. She also gave me my beautiful son Jermaine . That boy look just like me. See my family genes are strong AF. I’m Black and Dominican on my mom side and Native American, White and Puerto Rican on my dad side. Yea I’m a mixed breed, so you know I’m sexy. Bitches love me too. I cheat on Daina even though I love her. She just be irky sometimes and a nigga be needing to get away. I gotta go pick up this drop and get my son for the weekend. Daina bet not be bitch towards him either. She irk me with that shit. Like why the fuck you asking my son who his mother messing wit? She bet not be messing with no one, but still don’t bring a child into yo drama.

Daina

“I think you should run up on the hoe and whoop her ass. Maybe she’ll learn not to fuck withcu and yo man.”

“I agree with Meg, Daina fucked that bitch up.”

“But they got a son together.”

“Fuck him too. You should be number #1 in Juelio’s life.”

“True.”

I talk with my girls as we go to the food court. I love my baby Juelio. He is my everything, but I think he still got feelings for Queen ugly ass. I can’t stand that bitch. She think she the shit when she not. Always talking bout her job like bitch nobody care. I don’t work for shit and I got more designer than you. See Juelio keep me set. With him, I got all the new stuff. But if I get rid of Queen and Jermaine , he could have more time for me. I don’t know. I don’t wanna mess up the flow. I guess until he actually cheat with her, I’ll leave it alone.

A/N: First Chapter. Comment and vote please.