No Longer Alone

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Waking up to two warm arms around your waist you yawned and patted the demon of a man next to you wondering who was in your bed. His hair had cowlicks and his golden eyes pierced your (E/C) ones.
"Good morning, my new demoness." Claude's monotonous voice rang out beside you. You remembered each event as if it happened just then. The closet, the kisses, the burning mark oyour neck. You remembered it all. You had a sudden flash of terror fly through your eyes as you remembered that he took your humanity and made you the embodiment of just, sin and perfection. You were everything accept pure. In the flash of terror you jumped and fell off your bed hitting your head against your dresser causing your vision to get blurry and for you to fall into a hazy world of black. Before completely passing out you felt two long arms pick you up.
Time Skip
Waking up you felt a hand that was gloved stroking your hair gently and a soft humming sound.
"You're lucky you're a demon now, if not a fall like that could of caused brain damage." Claude told you sternly.
"As if brain damage is the worst of my problems right now. I'm a demon, I'm no longer human. I no longer have a soul! Why would you do this too me? Why do you love me? Why did you make me this creature? Why? Just answer me why! Please!?" You yelled at the demon as he just merely looked at you over the rims of his glasses as he contemplated what his answer to you.
"I fell in love with you because you may of been a human but you did not act like one. I made you this creature because I needed a mate to produce with. I wanted a mate that I loved but for you to be my mate you couldn't be a human. Mating with a human could kill them." Claude answered your questions acting as if his answer was a normal one, for a demon it would be but a human who became one it was not a proper answer.
"I am not your mate and I will not reproduce with the likes of you nor will I bare your child. I don't love you and I refuse to be with you." You told Claude standing up but becoming dizzy from your head injury from earlier. You almost fell but Claude caught you in his arms; holding you gently as if you were a baby or a porcelain doll.
"You have no choice in this matter as long as this mark is on your neck, you're mine and can never be anyone elses. I can find you no matter where you run too. I'd always find you. Just accept your fate." Claude said to you sternly. You looked down avoiding eye contact for a few minutes until you thrust your fists against Claude's chest screaming.
"Why?! Why would you do this! Love can't just be one sided! Both need to love eachother to be happy! If one forces love on the other the other will hate that one! You can't just make me live you. I can't say I ever will. I can't say I won't love you. I can't say anything about this! I'm too confused to say anything truly useful for this situation I'm in!" You screamed out lashing at the demon man, breaking into sobs as you continued to hit Claude really in the chest.
Grabbing your hands and pulling you into a hug; Claude had you cry into his chest.
"I never knew how emotions truly effected humans. How odd emotions are on humans even though you're a demon now. Are you truly so upset about being with me?" Claude said to you in a comforting voice and a calm demeanor. You just nodded and continued sobbing harshly into his clean uniform. In a movement of comfort Claude rubbed his hand on your back in circles trying to calm you into no longer shedding tears. You began calming slightly from the heater. You pulked your head from Claude's chest and wiped your eyes and rubbed away any remaining tears from your eyes before looking up into Claude's golden eyes that looked back into your's. A flash of remorse seemed to show in his eyes. You felt an odd cold feeling flow through your body. You felt the urge to lean forward but you fought it. Claude's face leaned to yours though and you stopped fighting the urge you had and you allowed yourself to kiss the man. You felt odd kissing this man but that's when it clicked. You were kissing the man you had just been sobbing onto and hitting harshly in the chest. You pulked away quickly upon realizing you were kissing this man.
"I-I didn't m-mean t-to to do t-that!" You said stuttering nervously. When you were about to pull fully away from Claude and leave bit Claude kept you in his lap not letting you leave.
"Please don't leave me. I want to prove to you that I love you. Please, I need this chance. As a demon I wasn't born to feel anything but lust or nothing at all. Then I found you upon coming here and I knew since the moment I meant you that there was something special about you. With out you i feel emptier of emotions and everything I have ever felt before. When you're gone I worry you could be dead. I'm afraid to loose you and I've never been afraid before, I've never worried before, been happy before or ever felt any of these things until I met you. I was never supposed to feel anything other then lust and nothing but finding true love I feel everything I've never felt before but with out you i feel emptier then I ever was. I want to have a chance to be lived and to love you. If you could ever give me this one chance that I beg you for I would be grateful." Claude told you looking into your glossy (E/C) eyes that were filled with the tints of many emotions you weren't used to feeling.
"I never knew you felt so strongly for me and I always assumed you couldn't love or didn't want to and that you only wanted to feel lust. How you talked then shows otherwise. You feel love, worry, and you can feel being afraid. You truly know what emotions are like I do you just feel them differently because you weren't supposed to feel them. I want to give you a chance, bit I need you to give me my freedom to be who I am and you need to let me make decisions on what I'm ready for with you if we're together. You can't control me Claude, I can't love you if you control me. It wouldn't be live if you controlled me. If you give me my freedom to make the decisions I need in this relationship then I can give you the chance that I think would be best for both of us." You said to Claude.
Looking up to Claude's face, you used your hand Claude wasn't holding and you cupped the side of his face and you gently kissed him like you had earlier but instead if pulling away from him, you pulled him close to you and put all your feelings and everything you had held back for him into the kiss you had for him. You put in your pain, anger, sorrow, lust and happiness into that one kiss. Claude released the arm he was holding onto of yours and wrapped his arms around your waist kissing you gently yet hesitantly not wanting to upset you again or make you uncomfortable. You both pulked away.
"Thank you for giving me a chance my lady." Claude said to you actually smiling his rare smile.
"I couldn't deny it Claude, I hate everything about you but I love you and I know it. I might want to deny that I live you but I can't anymore. I'm your lover, and your mate. If I kept denying that I loved you I'd only be hurting you both, and after you showing me you didn't just lust after me I knew I could trust you. I hate how you act but I love who you are inside your soulless body." You said to Claude gently kissing the tip of his nose and then his cheeks. Claude looked at you before speaking.
"Does that mean we can mate now?" Claude asked you smirking.
"Nope but it means you won't have to feel alone anymore." You said smiling gently and hugging Claude, nuzzling your head into the warmth of his body.

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