Warning this chapter does change point of views three times. All of them are flash backs. please feel free to message me any questions. Sorry in advance for any confusion
Bella's Point of view
"Flashback"
"Mom where's papa? All the kids in my class have one" my eight-year-old self said
"papa's not here. He lives a life that's not safe for you honey. Momma had to do what's right to keep you safe and alive." Her faced looked full of sorrow, sadness, and regret. Well as much as my eight-year old brain could comprehend.
"what do you mean" my face scrunched up into confusion
Momma sighed "just know that papa loves you very much, you two look so much alike that its almost scary. Now run along go play" she said shooing me off
"ok momma" I said as I hopped off to my room to play with my toys just like momma had said
Sarah's point of view (before she left Italy and died)
Flashback
"I can't wait to have kids with you" Damiano said with a huge smile gracing his face. The way he said it made me feel kind of bad for what I was about to say next
"We need to talk Damiano"
"What's wrong" he said with a look of worry crossing his face before vanishing as quick as it was there
I took a deep then I just let it out "I don't want to have a kid that will grow up in this kind of environment. It's too dangerous for a growing child"
"What do you mean it's too dangerous? Are you forgetting that I already have to kids growing up in this 'environment'? You should know better than anyone else that I would give my life for the ones I love any day. You included" his face was rather calm
"For the love of Jesus you're in the mafia Damiano. If that's not dangerous I don't know what is. I love those two boys to death but I refuse to let my own flesh and blood be born into something like this" I sighed then continued
"I love you Damiano I really do and if you love me you'll understand that you were raised into this. It was your life before you could even talk I was introduced to this 1 year ago. Please just let it got" I said my voice just above a whisper
"Fine I'll let it go for now I love you piccola colomba" he said with a defeated sigh
The next 2 months of our relationship were great it was if the argument had never even happened. So people said our relationship was stuck in the honeymoon phases. I didn't have a problem with that at all.
We would make love every night. The next morning, we would wake up shower and then cook and eat breakfast together. He would then go off to work while I would find something to busy myself with until dinner time. When he came home we would eat dinner and restart the process all over again.
This all happened for 2 months until that faithful day. I was in the garden just enjoying the sunshine when I started to get really sick. I rushed to the bathroom just in time to puke my guts up. Now I was never the naïve one. Being as this was my fifth day throwing up right after breakfast I had kind of already figured out what was happening.
Just to be safe I went to the pharmacy and bought 3 pregnancy test.
After peeing on them all and waiting on the results my greatest fear had come true.
The results read positive
I had no clue what to do
I knew that there was no way I was aborting my baby. I also knew there was no way that my baby would be born into this life style. So I did the only thing I could think of in my moment of panic.
I ran
I packed all my bags and grabbed a stack of cash. Before I left I wrote a note
Im sorry it's not you it's me. I can't do this anymore. I can't live this life style. Im leaving don't come looking for me because you won't find me. I love you I really do that's why I hope you live a good happy life
-love yours and yours only
Sarah
Damiano's point of view
After that argument I should have known that something was bound to happen. I just thought that if I lived in the moment I could prepare myself for the unknown.
Boy was I wrong
Flashback
"piccola colomba im home" I called as soon as I walked in the door but I didn't hear a response.
"Baby are you here" when I didn't hear a responds I walked up stairs to see if she had taken a nap
What I didn't expect was to walk into our room and see all of her things gone and a note on the bed.
Flashback over
It's been 2 months and we still don't even have a trace on her. I can't eat I can't sleep. Hell they even have to force me to wash
I thought she understood this life. I thought she was accepting it. I thought she was accepting me.
But she left. She just up and left. The only thing she left me was a note.
I sat on the bed with my head in my hands and thought. What went wrong? What happened? Why did she leave?
Then it hit me. The argument about us having a baby but as soon as it came it was gone. I know she wouldn't leave pregnant and not tell me that I have a child
Then another thought came to my head. How well do I really know her? I thought I knew her, but the Sarah I know wouldn't just up and leave without an excuse
With that thought in mind I got up and walked into the office determined not give up until I found Sarah or at least figure out the reason she had left.
She had to have a reason. If she loved or loves me the way she claim
OK my little nerds this is chapter five Sarah and Damiano point of views happened before bella was born
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