We all packed our things and left the hotel. By we I mean Pj, Felix, Louise, Cat, Marzia, and Phil. We were all heading out to dinner to catch up on recent events in our lives as Phil and I had just got back from Australia. "So are you sure the koala didn't wee on you?" Louise asked in between giggles. "Of course I'm sure." Phil replied calmly. Seeing his raven colored hair and pale skin in reminded me of how beautiful he was. He smiled at Louise and I felt my jaws clench. Why am I feeling like this? I'm not jealous.
No I don't like Phil and he and Louise are just friends. I only managed to half convince myself.
As we scanned the Car Felix brought we realized we were to many people. Felix turned around with a worried expression. "Um so how comfortable are you guys with each other..?" Pj looked up "Wot.". "Well one of you guys might have to sit on one another's lap..." We all had horrified expressions on our faces except for Cat. "Oh I can sit with Phil!" She smiled at him glancing at his crotch. I felt my fists tighten. I glared at her but quickly flashed a smile to her. "Yeah actually I think Phil is more comfortable with me." I said forcing a smile. Phil face showed a face surprise and amusment. I felt myself blush.
I didn't mean it like that were just friends... Right?
"Well alright." Felix said as he shrugged. I observed Cat, she was frowning. Hmph whatever he's mine. I mean what? Everyone got in the car. Phil hesitated but sat down. I got up eagerly and sat on his lap facing him, resting my arms on his shoulders.
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I felt myself turn red as I realized what I was doing. Phil was still smiling so that was reassuring but I still felt embarrassed. The worst part was that I never felt comfortable I shifted around and realized I what it looked like. (^/////^)
I stayed still and pretended to think of something else as I looked out the window. After a while the car came to a stop. This isn't the restaurant? "Sorry guys I need to go to the bathroom, anyone else want to go?" Felix asked. I saw everyone nod and open the doors of the car to get out so I tried to get up. Suddenly Phil grabbed me and whispered "stay with me I need to talk to you." I was confused wondering what he ment but my thoughts were quickly interrupted by Pj. "You both coming?" "No we're gonna stay here." Phil answered for me. There was a moment of silence as Phil waited for everyone to be out of sight. I was still sitting on Phils lap so I turned to move to the available seats. "No stay there." Phil said In a stern but sexy tone. I gasped as he wrapped his arm around my waist, pushing me forward onto his crotch. "Phil" I breathed "what are you doing-" I was cut of my Phils soft pink lips. WHAT IS HE DOING HES KISSING ME WHY I couldn't help feeling embarrassed. I liked it. No I don't like it. I don't like Phil. IM NOT GAY! I pulled away from Phil, wiping my lips. "No Phil we shouldn't do this!" "And why not? I know you like it and I know you like me. Why don't you just accept it" I stared at his clear blue eyes. Beautiful. I thought. " Because I don't want to accept it." I whispered. His only response was another passionate kiss. I relaxed a bit and let him run his hands up and down my spine. A gasp escaped my mouth as he lifted my shirt and placed his hands on my skin. His warm fingers rubbing my exposed back. He deepened the kiss and I found myself gripping his shoulders and moaning softly In between kisses.
