Just another girl (Shawn Mendes fanfic)

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A/N I loveeeeeeeeeeeee Shawn okay anyway continue with the story :)

Claudia pov

"You don't understand do you? You don't understand all the pain, all the heart break, the feeling of being lost. My father passed away, I have had no males in my life since I was 7, Nathan, no one who ever cared about me the way my dad did, no male to protect me like a father and hide me from the dangers of the real world, then you came along, with gorgeous blue eyes, the perfect smile that charms girls that are miles away and you thought you could magically fix my heart, glue back all the pieces, well you can't it's to broken for you to ever fix, so leave me alone and don't ever try again,"

I recite the lines with tears running down from my eyes, leaving stains on their journey,

"and please don't ever act like you care." I turn around so I don't have to see his depressed face anymore, so I don't have to stare into those breath taking eyes for another second.

'Just like you rehearsed Claudia, Just how you rehearsed' I keep reminding myself.

"You think this is an act, Ali you think I'm acting, we've been best friends since we were 5 years old, chasing the butterflies through the schools playground. When you came to me since you declared you're hatred for all girls when Julie Andrews called you icky at the preschool's production of Cinderella. You honestly think I don't love you....... well then we've never been best friends, and you don't know me at all,"

Matt retaliates back, with the same level of emotion, he places his left hand on my shoulder and turns me back to face him. He's face full of emotion, he places two fingers under my chin and lifts my head slightly so our eyes meet once again.

"I'm going to kiss you." He leans in ever so slowly before my character could object and his soft lips gracefully brush past mine. He's light pink lips that look so kissable and plumb under the stages cheap lighting that surround the huge, empty auditorium.I try to remember it's a play and that Matt has no feelings for me, but my body has no control, I try my hardest to brace my knees so they don't buckle under my weight. Just as we are about to seal the thing I desired most, Mr Delcays phone buzzes, alerting everyone in an are 10 radius. Maybe I was over reacting and then again maybe I wasn't. Are you fucking serious? was the only thing repeating itself over and over again in my mind. Yeah thanks sir. I roll my eyes and Matt follows my actions almost instantly.

"That's all for today lovebirds, see you two tomorrow, Mr Delcay's gotta hot date waiting to be picked up in a few." Mr Delcay says with a noticeable wink. Fuck him, seriously fuck him over twice backwards. I could have kissed freaking Matt, hottest guy in the grade but noooooo. Mr Delcay just went from my favourite teacher to my least. On earth!

SLAM! oh freaking lord mother of sons holy grail jesus!

(a/n sorry if that offended you)

Shawn just entered the large, black auditorium, and when I say entered, I mean broke all hearing appliances and body parts with his loud noise and blinded everyone with his arrogance, but what amazes me is even with this huge space it still doesn't seem big enough to fit all of his ego inside and his big, fat gob that rests upon his face, a feature that nobody can forget.

"Matttttttttttttttttty boi!" Shawn yells almost bursting my ear drums, once again.

"Shawnieeeeeeeeeeee butt!" Matt calls back equally as loud. Could they like not, I prefer to keep my ear drums.

"Bully"

"Asshole"

"Touché" Shawn laughs as if he was a 9 year old boy who just farted, in front of his class when it was silent. I rather die then be in the same area as Shawn and with that thought in mind I just roll my eyes and gather my school bag, books and car keys and head for the large black doors, the only standing obstacle between me and my brand new, blue Ford Ute, my baby. I quickly rush, and boi when I say rush I mean like walk cause I'm hella lazy, down to the doors to escape this hell hole.

"Claudia, CLAUDIA!" Matt screams, yet again causing my ears to flinch at the loud noise . My checks flush a deep red on my extremely pale skin, that I've been meaning to get tanned, my hope lifts as he actually wants to speak to me. Like me, not Shawn, me. Okay breathe you are going to breathe and not start rambling about your cats chew toy again. I slowly turn around to face Shawn and Matt.

"What?" I try to say as if my day hadn't just been made by MATTTTTTTTT! To try and make it more believeable I add a quick roll of eyes and quickly cross my arms across my chest to show that I couldn't care less about them or what they had to say next, case ya know I'm savage af ;)

"We'll um, maybe you want to come over my um place later, like if you want, no pressure, maybe around 6 and we can um work on the play if you like." Okay let me just say I died right there and then, my mind is dead in a puddle of blood on the floor. No words, can't speak dead.

"I'll see if I have time, text me later or something." Trying to carry on the impression that I didn't care, I flicked my long, brown, curly hair away from my body, so now it takes position behind my back instead of resting in front of my shoulders. Yeah okay I did sound a little rude but holy hell I would have screamed in his ear if I acted happy, so he should thank me for saving his ear drums. Your welcome Mattty Boy :))))))

I quickly turned back around and kinda walked kinda sprinted to my car, I need a serious nap after all the talking and dying my head just did, but before the nap I need to eat because let's be real, everybody eats.

A/N
HOLA HOLA HOLAAAAAAAA
Well is this good? bahaha cause I don't know lmao ;) okay for clarification reasons at the start Matt in the play was Nathan and Claudia was Ali ;). And chill guys she's not gonna end up with Matt or maybe she will but it is a SHAWN FANFIC

Love ya beauts xoxoxo