~Aphmau's pov~
**I was sitting on my bed in the corner of my room. Wearing the rags they call clothes**"Hehe~ some day your let me out~~"
You see I'm insane so they say~ you know everyone is a little insane. I'm more insane~ I'm in this place for killing my ex boyfriend~ Aaron FalconClaw. Hehe~ I don't know why I ever thought I "Loved" him~ he never "loved" me. I caught him cheating on me~ Hehe so I just had to take care if him~ now I just have an urge to kill more~ hehe~ but sometimes I have moments were I black out and apparently I go crazy..
**I got up and banged on my door**
"You Know I'm gonna get out someday!"
"No your not! Your Freaking insane!" Screamed Ivy.
**I giggled and put my ear on the door listening**
"She's freaking insane we have to do something!" Ivy Whispered yelled.
"Ivy Dear calm down." ____ said.
"Ugh but when is the new volunteer gonna get here?" Ivy said with her annoying voice. Because of that voice it makes me wanna kill her.
"Oh Laurance Zvhal? Yeah he's coming soon." ____ said. The doctor she's never helped me. She scared of me so she doesn't deal with me so I get new "helpers"~ The last one he had to stop working because his "mommy" was scared I would hurt him. His name was Garroth Ro'Meave. Golden hair and Blue eyes. Now I'm getting a new "helper" named Laurance Zvahl.. I heard he's the same age as me. And I'm 17. Yup I'm a murder at 17~
**I went and sat back on my bed staring at the wall letting my dark thoughts cloud up my head. A couple minutes later my door opened**
"Hello~"
"Hi.. are you Aphmau Phoenix?" Asked the new helper.
"Yes I am~"
"My name is Laurance Zvhal I'm here to--" I inurpted him.
"Help me? I that correct~?"
"Yea." Laurance said. **He walked in and sat on my bed with me**
"Hm... so I heard your my age?~"
"Yup. I'm 17 just like you." Laurance said.
**I put my hand on his cheek he hesitated alittle but let me look at him. He had green eyes that looked like they were turning blue. He had kinda shaggy Brown hair with some red in it**
"You have red in your hair.. is that natural~?"
"No my sister dyed my hair." Laurance said blushing with embarrassment.
"Ah~ I see~."
**I felt kinda weird around him. But I was a nice feeling**
**Laurance half smiled and put his legs up on the bed like how I was sitting**
"You know... I...."
"Let me guess. You don't want to be here." Laurance said.
"No. I don't want to be here.. I've been here for 1 year and..."
"That's why I'm here. I'm doing this for you. I can tell that your a nice person under everything that has happened." Laurance said.
**I looked down**
I honestly feel I could tell him anything."Um..."
"Yea?" Asked Laurance.
"Thanks... I bet your parents are worried sick about you having to be with a murder like me.. I bet they think I may hurt you..."
"Nah... my dad doesn't care about me. My sister does but.." Laurance said.
"I see.."
**We sat in silence**
"1 year huh?" Asked Laurance.
"Yes."
"Ya know your talking differently." Laurance said.
"I have episodes.."
**Laurance nodded**
"They told me that you would act crazy around me. But you just seem like a normal girl." Laurance said.
"They assume things about me.."
"So I'm sorry for asking but why did you kill Aaron FalconClaw?" Asked Laurance.
"He was my boyfriend he cheated on me. And if you have a broken heart it clouds your mind in grief and you do things.."
**I looked down**
"I stabbed him mutiple times and... and... I didn't want to I felt as if someone was controlling me and.."
**I felt a tear roll down my cheek**
"People thought I did it high or drunk. They thought that because my eyes were bloodshot and I was stumbling as I walked...."
**Laurance put his hand on my back**
"I'm not insane! Being in this place locked makes me insane! They medication they have me on makes me black out and do stuff I don't even want to know! Not being able to talk to anyone makes be insane.."
**I burst into tears and Laurance hugged me. Like an actual hug. He didn't hesitate to do it he didn't wait a couple minutes to do it the second I started crying he hugged me tightly**
"I understand Aphmau." Laurance said in a calming voice. **I looked up and him a realized that he was taller than me. When I looked up at him he used his thumb to wrip my tears**
"Are you okay now, Aphmau?" Asked Laurance concerned.
**I nodded**
"You can call me Aph."
**Laurance smiled**
"Okay Aph." Laurance said.
**Laurance stood up**
"I'm gonna go talk to the workers I'll be back soon with food." Laurance said.
"Okay.. thank you Laurance."
**Laurance smiled again and left. I got up and pressed my ear on the door to listen**
"She has to be taken off of that medication." Laurance said to Ivy and ___.
"What do you mean she needs to be taken off of the medication?" Asked Ivy.
"It's making her black out. That's why she does those crazy thing so often." Laurance said.
"That's not true. She's insane and scared off the other help Garrith Ro'meave." Ivy said.
"Garroth Ro'Meave... he's my friend." Laurance said.
"Hm well we can't take her off of it." Ivy said.
"Wait. Zvhal. You said that it makes her blackout. Is the correct?" ____ asked.
"Yes. She needs to be taken off of it. Why don't we just take her off of it and see if she blackout anymore." Laurance said.
"Hm... that's a good idea." ____ said.
"Heh thanks." Laurance said.Hope you enjoyed the first chapter!
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I Will Always See the Good in You.. ~Laurmau {Completed}
FanfictionAphmau has been locked up for murdering her ex boyfriend Aaron FalconClaw. people think she is Insane. They always told her to not waste her pretty face and do good. All that put pressure on her and when she caught her boyfriend cheating on her she...