Pastel Hearts~ Zosan

Chapter four~

I woke up to see that I was still in bed with the kitten, my eyes soften as I peacefully slept besides me, I ran downstairs and grabbed one of my two bowls where I eat, it was a wooden one, I was glad that my dad wasn't home yet, I opened the fridge and took out some milk. After I put milk I the bowl, I went back upstairs in my room and set it next to my bed. The kitten shot it's small green eyes open and jumped down off he bed to drink the milk. I smiled warmly as it drank. I closed the door after exiting and went in my dads room, it smelt... Weird... I decided to enter, no one was home but me so it's ok to see what he keeps away from me. I looked at the room, it was a mess, clothes on the floor... And... White powder? I opened his wardrobe to find packets of the white powder. I took a packet and melt it. My eyes widen at the sudden smell, I took a different packet and sent it, it had a different smell... Then it hit me...

"N-No... Thai can't be... H-He does drugs?!" I alarmed.
"If he ends up getting high with them... My life is so going to end!" I cried in fear as ran upstairs in my room after closing the door. I locked my door as the kitten that was now wondering around looked at me with worry in its eyes. I then remembered that I had to give the kitten a name. I thought for a while in his bed.
"What name could I give you?" I asked. "Ummm... How about Leo?" I asked. The kitten looked up with its sparkling eyes.
"I guess that's a yes?" The kitten jumped in my lap and purred.
"Yeah... You're now called Leo!" I began petting the cat as it purred loudly. It eventually fell asleep on the bed next to me. I shifted to reach for my packet of cigarettes. I took out my lighter at lit it. I breathed in the smoke and breathed out I decided to open my window so that my room wouldn't fill with smoke. I took out my reading glasses and one of my favorite books from my drawer. It was called,
'The Golden Rose.' (Made up book).

Not long after, I finished my cigarette.

An hour later~ too lazy peeps!

I quickly shut my book at the sudden noise I heard downstairs, luckily the kitten didn't wake up, I took off my reading glasses and looked around before slight peaking behind my door with slight fear of my dad seeing me. It was my dad... Not just my dad.. But another man, I shivered in fear. They began talking as I listened carefully.

"So? Whats the deal?"

"You give me my drugs,"

"In return for what?"

"Sanji..." I froze as my name was spoken.

"What am I supposed to do with him?"

"Anything you want, torture and stuff like that, but you're not aloud to kill him. Is that understood?"

"Deal!" They shook hands.

"So when am I going to take him?"

"Hmm... Next week.."

"Ok, good, when will I return him?"

"When I call you."

"Ok, I'll go now, I have other deals to do with someone else."

"Ok, you better have them by next week in Monday!" He called before the drug dealer left. My dad walked away into his room, probably something with the drugs, I quickly shut my door quietly and locked it, I began moving things at the door; sofa, bed after the kitten woke up, my desk that was pretty hard and heavy, but all that furniture should keep him out of my room. I dropped into the corner of the room and curled up into a ball, I began sobbing afraid of what that man might do to me, he looked kinda ugly too, scary, taller than I am. A don't want to get near him, I don't want him around, I would rather stay here, even if it sounds stupid, he can torture me, my dad doesn't torture me but he just abuses me really badly, but I couldn't do anything about it, I was weak, stubborn and damaged. If only I was stronger, my dad would be in jail by now, and I would be living my life happy... I wouldn't need to fake smiled anymore, no need to pretend I'm happy... Because I would've been happy... Now? My life is going to get worse! Who knows when my dad will want me back? Maybe never! No... I can't continue living like this! If I don't do something soon, I might even be killed myself! Suddenly, I snapped back to reality as soon as I heard things being pushed, I looked at the door where I put all kind of things, it was being pushed by the door opening, my eyes widen in fear as I watched the kitten in the corner of my eyes hide away behind a large plant. I gasped as the door finally opened completely, all the things were pushed to the side away. My dad just stood there glaring  at me. This isn't good... My dad walked towards me in anger and picked me up by my shirt with a frown and a vain popping.

"What are you trying to do?! Keep away from me huh?!" Before I knew it, I was thrown on the floor followed my a stomp on my back. I flinched at the sudden contact. I coughed as he pressed his foot in my wounded back, it wall made my blood rush up to my mouth, I slapped my hand over my mouth and coughed blood in it. My dad only laughed amused at my suffering. My dad picked me up again with my bloody mouth before slamming me against the wall, still holding onto me, I looked down at the kitten that was watching with horror as fear filled it's teal eyes. He dropped me before picking me up again by my neck squeezing it, I choked from lack of air as he laughed, he tightened his grip causing me to cough more. He continued startling me as he pressed his rough fingers on my neck causing  me to start choking uncontrollably in his face. He punched me with a growl.
"Don't choke on me! You little shit!" He spat before kicking my stomach with his knee before his grip got tighter around my now damaged, scratched and bruised neck, he punched me one more time before dropping me into the floor, he walked away but stopped in his tracks as he heard me choking blood and sobbing loudly, he turned around with a pissed face before punching me, causing my eyes to go white from all the pain.
"Zip your fucking mouth!" With that he walked away as I was on the floor, slowly loosing consciousness. He shut the door closed as I continue choking, the kitten ran to me with worry in its eyes and horror, it meowed more as it walked around me, almost as if it was trying to heal me, it licked my nose as I forced a warm smile.

I can't keep the cat... My dad sees him? He's going to kill Leo! Maybe I should give him to the pet store or to that man, the one with green hair. Hopefully he'll accept it and take care if it... I don't want this kitten dead.. It's I my a kitten..

"D-Don't worry... Just stay away from him and don't let him see you..." I managed before closing my eyes, my smile fading away as I lost my cautiousness.

Ok! Goodness! This made me have an emotion attack! Attack on Emotion! Hehe... Anyway... What do U think about the story so far? What will Sanji do next to try to escape his abusive farther? Tell meh in the comments! (;3;)! Till next time!